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i didn't have to go to work again today. funny that even with a job, i have about as much free time on my hands as i did all those months i wasn't working at all. good thing for tax returns so i don't have to panic about money. at least, not yet.
i've been spending a lot of time playing my guitar lately. it makes me wish that i'd taken it more seriously when i was taking classical lessons- too bad i didn't have so much foresight as a fourteen year old to realize that it would actually be worth something some day. i'd like to go back and do it over now please.
good thing i'm bored with all the music i own.
sometimes i hear rather disturbing things about people that i used to know. or thought i knew at the time, only to find out later that i really had no clue. all i know is that i'm glad to be so far away. not that i feel like i'm any better off, or even any better than them in some ways. there are just some things that make so much more sense from a distance.
i can always find someone new to make me feel like shit if i ever really start to miss you. i'm sure it really wouldn't be that hard.
and i'm not looking forward to this weekend. but whatever, it doesn't really matter so much as it used to. or rather, it just doesn't bother me as much. when i see him now, he just looks really old. and it's pathetic i guess.
i've been spending a lot of time playing my guitar lately. it makes me wish that i'd taken it more seriously when i was taking classical lessons- too bad i didn't have so much foresight as a fourteen year old to realize that it would actually be worth something some day. i'd like to go back and do it over now please.
good thing i'm bored with all the music i own.
sometimes i hear rather disturbing things about people that i used to know. or thought i knew at the time, only to find out later that i really had no clue. all i know is that i'm glad to be so far away. not that i feel like i'm any better off, or even any better than them in some ways. there are just some things that make so much more sense from a distance.
i can always find someone new to make me feel like shit if i ever really start to miss you. i'm sure it really wouldn't be that hard.
and i'm not looking forward to this weekend. but whatever, it doesn't really matter so much as it used to. or rather, it just doesn't bother me as much. when i see him now, he just looks really old. and it's pathetic i guess.