May 22, 2007 22:05
i TOLD you all that i had intuition. i knew something was goting to be wrong, i just didnt know how wrong. i didnt know that i would be so intune with what was going to happen.
we wont know anything until the 31st, of course, the day of my last concert. just the thought of what might happen makes me cry. i cannot handle this.
josh...my rock...he even cried a little...i didnt know what to do, he never cries. i just need to sleep...please keep happy thoughts for me and my family. please. thank you.