ok so i fail at life already

[ninjapirategirl]

To be fair i think we all knew this would happen.
but i am still posting and still alive (god knows how after polluting my body with a billion units of alcohol last night.). so yars. heres some random me stuff i felt like randomly splurging in a moment of honesty.

I love:
hats
rainbows
summer
cherry blossom trees
colour
my family
dressing up
clothes
frills
raspberries
eyes
the way light reflects of disco balls
music
dance
theatre
expression
being quiet sometimes
having time alone
imagination
pretending I'm someone else
laughing
edward cullen
craziness
epic fun
the hoff
food
my friends so much
...

I hate:
thunder
colds
hurt but sometimes I like pain
dead flowers
computers but i need them
fighting
being confused
myself sometimes
the end
wet feet
school uniform
worrying
panic
not knowing
hate

I want:
to be special
to have ambitions
to die spectacularly
to stay the way I am forever
to love. always.
to live by the sea
to know
to be known
light
sun
time

Also has anyone seen Pan's Labyrinth? cos it is amaze. i loved it. scared the crap out of me, was gross at times, made me cry. BUT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL!








so yea you should all totally see this film it is the shiznuts.

thats all i can think to write here right now im gonna go write up some stuff in word that ive been meaning to do.
love yas
xxxx