dear computer
Hey,
Its about 335 as i start, I'm in the midst of an all nighter because ive missed my 830 class 2 times in a row now and ill be in that goddamn room tomorrow or ill kill something, i have a microwave and i will find a dog......
Just kidding!
Anyways life has been weird lately i feel a little lost at times and like im letting everyone down, but then i turn around and think that maybe I can win at this game. I think alot now, i have the time to donate. Riding the bus, walking to class, sitting awake at night. I think all the time and about mostly the same things, my friends and school. Sr year ended and we split up like marbles, the bag was opened and we all poured out some shooting away far and some staying in the little circle but still we split up. I ended up with some people i really care about, liz and ang, they really mean alot to me and i miss them now cuz i havnt seen them in a few weeks, but there is the rest of the gang, seth, adam, mary, cheryl, susu, dan, yaz, woody, taylor, and the rest. Everyone i cared so much about, the people i could call and hang with whenever they are gone and im stuck in a new town. I am meeting new people and making connections, but everytime i meet someone i think about who will they replace. Is this my new adam? the new Mary? Seth? Woody? I just dont know sometimes. Everyone is going home this weekend to see mary grow up to the official age, all but me, why am i stayin? good question wish i knew. Something tells me not to go so I wont. I do miss everyone, alot and i should probally come along with the gang but i wont. To everyone who will be there just know i miss you and ill see you soon, ill find a way.
And as if this new place wasnt enough i have to go to school on top of it all. I;m doin alright i think but not perfect. I failed a math test and it made me realize college is work and this isnt high school so i gotta focus and think. Living with my brother is going pretty well and we are getting along. I like being a Gator, I try to do all I can like go to the sport in season, which for me is womens soccer/volleyball and we win and everyone goes home happy.
What i miss the most is the Nomads and CIO of old back when we were at the pegasus once a week and StPete once a month and everyone was happy. Back when we traveled as a pack and had each other's back. Maybe that will come back but i cant be sure. Those shows and that beach trip will always stick out as great times, there are things i will carry for every person but those trips had a special feel and it cant be replace.
Much love and Peace
Ill see you soon and if i dont then ill be sad
NEW WWB, WBT and Skunk Allstars soon!!!!
Frank
Its about 335 as i start, I'm in the midst of an all nighter because ive missed my 830 class 2 times in a row now and ill be in that goddamn room tomorrow or ill kill something, i have a microwave and i will find a dog......
Just kidding!
Anyways life has been weird lately i feel a little lost at times and like im letting everyone down, but then i turn around and think that maybe I can win at this game. I think alot now, i have the time to donate. Riding the bus, walking to class, sitting awake at night. I think all the time and about mostly the same things, my friends and school. Sr year ended and we split up like marbles, the bag was opened and we all poured out some shooting away far and some staying in the little circle but still we split up. I ended up with some people i really care about, liz and ang, they really mean alot to me and i miss them now cuz i havnt seen them in a few weeks, but there is the rest of the gang, seth, adam, mary, cheryl, susu, dan, yaz, woody, taylor, and the rest. Everyone i cared so much about, the people i could call and hang with whenever they are gone and im stuck in a new town. I am meeting new people and making connections, but everytime i meet someone i think about who will they replace. Is this my new adam? the new Mary? Seth? Woody? I just dont know sometimes. Everyone is going home this weekend to see mary grow up to the official age, all but me, why am i stayin? good question wish i knew. Something tells me not to go so I wont. I do miss everyone, alot and i should probally come along with the gang but i wont. To everyone who will be there just know i miss you and ill see you soon, ill find a way.
And as if this new place wasnt enough i have to go to school on top of it all. I;m doin alright i think but not perfect. I failed a math test and it made me realize college is work and this isnt high school so i gotta focus and think. Living with my brother is going pretty well and we are getting along. I like being a Gator, I try to do all I can like go to the sport in season, which for me is womens soccer/volleyball and we win and everyone goes home happy.
What i miss the most is the Nomads and CIO of old back when we were at the pegasus once a week and StPete once a month and everyone was happy. Back when we traveled as a pack and had each other's back. Maybe that will come back but i cant be sure. Those shows and that beach trip will always stick out as great times, there are things i will carry for every person but those trips had a special feel and it cant be replace.
Much love and Peace
Ill see you soon and if i dont then ill be sad
NEW WWB, WBT and Skunk Allstars soon!!!!
Frank