Dec 29, 2004 14:55
There's always those days where you don't feel good about yourself. Today is one of those days for me.
I need to brush my teeth. My mouth feels gross, I just overall feel gross. And Fat.
I'm tired. I have a feeling I'm gonna wind up sitting around playing Xbox all day. I was supposed to go job hunting with Sarah today. But that never happened. Mainly my fault. I forgot to call her and ask her to wake up earlier and then forgot this morning and just said "fuck it."
I know I have to drop off Godsend to Sarah tonight. And Maybe get a cigarette from her if she has any. If not that's cool.
My parents are having friends come over. Their friends. This makes me very aggravated because of the fact that I hate these friends of theirs. Hypocrites, with asshole kids who don't know how to grow the fuck up and get over past events.
::Cough Cough, Meagan, Cough Cough::
I have no problem with Caitlyn. Caitlyn is cool. But I could give a fuck less about Meagan.
I don't really know if that's how I feel but it's a stupid and immature thing to let something that happened 2-5 years ago still piss her off and make her "uncomfortable". I'm not an immature slut anymore. God.
I think I just need a cigarette. I'm getting really aggitated at small things.
I really need nicotine..or gum..
Spicer...Amanda..