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i've realized something. i can't help people anymore. not matter how hard i try, it doesn't work. so i'm giving up. i'm not gonna help anyone anymore. heh. i thought i was good at it, too. but i guess not. oh well. shit happends, people change, right? and i don't think that people should try to help me anymore, either. it's not gonna work. at least i don't think it will. my mind is set. i have two choices that i can do. but both of them require me to go away, so to speak. hopefully this will solve all of my problems.
and another thing. i realized that i don't want to smoke anymore. in fact, i hate it. but i'm going to continue it. as much as i can. because it's killing me, and that thought is good.
and another thing. i realized that i don't want to smoke anymore. in fact, i hate it. but i'm going to continue it. as much as i can. because it's killing me, and that thought is good.