I suck
A conversation earlier got me thinking about things, so you're getting an emo-y, whiny, rant type update tonight. I'm 20 years old, and have NOTHING going on for myself right now. no plans, no money, no schooling....nothing :/. All my friends are off in college, while i've blown the little bit of money i should have had for it trying to pay car insurance and whatnot. I'm basically out of money after this next insurance payment, thus leaving me fucked, and very likely with no way of affording it. If i lose the car, then i'm even more fucked since that'll make it even harder to try and get my shit together. I've pretty much fucked myself...BAD, and have no direction in anything anymore. Even if i try to fix everything and actually make my life have meaning, it'll be incredibly hard to get anything going for awhile :/. But, i guess i need to finally get my act together soon though (maybe not even just for my sake), seeing as how i've fucked off for two and a half years since graduating. Well, i'm not even thinking clearly right now, or being logical anymore, so i'm gonna end this entry now. Hopefully i'll be back tomorrow with something a bit more upbeat