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Ok, so I lied about being back with a real entry last night.....deal with it :P
So...here it is, 6 AM on a 21 degree January Saturday morning, and i'm awake and not even tired :/. Just finished doing the signs, to sum that up, i hate my life. The only decent thing about putting up the signs(other than the money), is that i get a whole 2 hours to myself to think and drive me insane. So this time, I more or less contemplated finally motivating myself to get something done with the website. Possibly even some somewhat big plans for it. That would actually make me kinda happy, except i've been practically depressed on and off quite a bit lately. I really wish I could just be happy and not so damn jaded and bitter all the damn time. Meh....maybe it'll pass....or maybe i'll be able to snap out of it or someone'll snap me out of it :/. Oh yeah, my (pregnant)mom had to go into the hospital a couple nights ago because she was "bleeding". They've kept her for what is now 3 nights, but thankfully her and the baby seem to be fine. She's not allowed to go back to work until after the baby's born though(tentative date of March 6th). They still haven't found out what was wrong / caused it though, so who knows what's going on and could happen. Well.....I'm not in the mood to stay and say much more, so i'll take leave and hopefully drown my sorrows with dirty dreams of someone that reads this journal! :O ;)
So...here it is, 6 AM on a 21 degree January Saturday morning, and i'm awake and not even tired :/. Just finished doing the signs, to sum that up, i hate my life. The only decent thing about putting up the signs(other than the money), is that i get a whole 2 hours to myself to think and drive me insane. So this time, I more or less contemplated finally motivating myself to get something done with the website. Possibly even some somewhat big plans for it. That would actually make me kinda happy, except i've been practically depressed on and off quite a bit lately. I really wish I could just be happy and not so damn jaded and bitter all the damn time. Meh....maybe it'll pass....or maybe i'll be able to snap out of it or someone'll snap me out of it :/. Oh yeah, my (pregnant)mom had to go into the hospital a couple nights ago because she was "bleeding". They've kept her for what is now 3 nights, but thankfully her and the baby seem to be fine. She's not allowed to go back to work until after the baby's born though(tentative date of March 6th). They still haven't found out what was wrong / caused it though, so who knows what's going on and could happen. Well.....I'm not in the mood to stay and say much more, so i'll take leave and hopefully drown my sorrows with dirty dreams of someone that reads this journal! :O ;)