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http://allpoetry.com/Poem/1611485
I don't wanna say it...but I do.
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I'M GONNA SEE BRAD PAISLY AND SUGARLAND IN CONCERT NEXT WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I'm so excited...am I having a heart attack?
Oh yeah and I got my blood type back.... I'm O+ which means I can give to anyone.
Going to the football game...g2g!!!
xx-Kitti
Edit:
This convo pretty much sums up my night yesterday --
Naplesballa04: why u so mad
Naplesballa04: also your never mean to me
grapecrush17: cuz i feel like scum....I picked the worst moment last night to be really peeved by caitie's aversion to PDA and I hurt her feelings, and I haven't heard from her all day
Naplesballa04: PDA?
grapecrush17: I hate being a bitch and I always feel really bad afterward
grapecrush17: ((public displays of affection))
Naplesballa04: lol
Naplesballa04: no offense
Naplesballa04: but w/o PDAs
Naplesballa04: i would stay away from ppl
Naplesballa04: to me it kidna means
Naplesballa04: they want to keep what you have secret
grapecrush17: she just isn't comfortable w/ it....my thoughts exactly mike. i try to be accomadating but its hard b/c when i am feeling moody or whatever it really hurts, like she doesn't want ppl to know
Naplesballa04: i know
grapecrush17: so last night at the football game we were standing there by the fence and she came over and was holding my hand and i went to kiss her, she leaned away. i guess she could see i was upset so she was like "i can't i'm in uniform, if i get caught i lose the opprotunity for sect. leader" and i was like "whatever" and took away my hand and it was selfish, i know but i couldn't help it. so she walked away and i didn't see her again all night and i haven't heard from her
Naplesballa04: In the ring of life I'll rain love
and the world will notice a king
when there is darkness i'll shine a light
and views of success reflect in me
Naplesballa04: there it is
grapecrush17: new end?
Naplesballa04: no
Naplesballa04: diff poem
Naplesballa04: thats part of it
Naplesballa04: like an ending
Naplesballa04: i cant think up the rest
grapecrush17: ohh gotcha
Naplesballa04: lol
Naplesballa04: how ya like?
grapecrush17: i like
Naplesballa04: =D
grapecrush17: hah
Naplesballa04: my damn AIM keeps fuckin up
Naplesballa04: oh well
grapecrush17: sry
grapecrush17: did ya get wut i said
Naplesballa04: no
Naplesballa04: so far
grapecrush17: no, like a few min.s ago
Naplesballa04: i havent gotten aynthing
Naplesballa04: since heh
Naplesballa04: oh
Naplesballa04: hah
Naplesballa04: whatever
Naplesballa04: lol
grapecrush17: nvm
Naplesballa04: k
Naplesballa04: hey i made
Naplesballa04: i made it yall
Naplesballa04: im the worlds greatest
grapecrush17: lol...ok
Naplesballa04: lol
Naplesballa04: i am a mountain
i am a tall tree
i am swift wind
sweepin' da country
i am a river
down in the valley
I have a vision
and I can see clearly
grapecrush17: ....see what?!?!
Naplesballa04: my vision
Naplesballa04: duh
Naplesballa04: =D
grapecrush17: which is....?
Naplesballa04: that while we were all created equal some choose to lie low in the plains of filth while others rise above them to the holy ground where they shall claim their glory for all eternity
Naplesballa04: >.>
grapecrush17: O.O oh...well duh how could i not know that
Naplesballa04: lol
Naplesballa04: wanna know somethin funny
Naplesballa04: i just made that up
Naplesballa04: LMAO
grapecrush17: lol
Naplesballa04: pretty good for a 5sec write up huh?
grapecrush17: yup yup
grapecrush17: omfg!!! u shoulda seen sean last night!!!!!
Naplesballa04: sean santella?
grapecrush17: si
Naplesballa04: why
Naplesballa04: what did he do?
Naplesballa04: plz tell me he fell
grapecrush17: he was like all hyper and funny and stuff
Naplesballa04: lol
Naplesballa04: that was obviously not sean
grapecrush17: i've never seen him hyper b4....i like the hyper sean
Naplesballa04: and just a clone with different memories
Naplesballa04: whose a decoy
grapecrush17: lol
grapecrush17: no it was sean
Naplesballa04: how do you know?
grapecrush17: well i'm pretty sure how bout that
Naplesballa04: did he like
Naplesballa04: drink a lot of soda
Naplesballa04: or eat alot of candy?
grapecrush17: yeah
grapecrush17: i thinl
grapecrush17: think*
Naplesballa04: because ive never seen sean hyper
Naplesballa04: or funny for that matter
Naplesballa04: >.>
grapecrush17: omg he was and he's alot more fun while in a sugar high
Naplesballa04: lol
Naplesballa04: i just cant picture it
Naplesballa04: i dont know why
Naplesballa04: i just cant
Naplesballa04: lol
grapecrush17: if i hadn't seen it with my own eyes i wouldn't believe it either
Naplesballa04: lol
grapecrush17: i had a great time last night and i guess so did he. he was like jumping around and his eyes had this different look...idk he normally looks slightly bored and like he'd rather be somewhere else but not last night
Naplesballa04: lol
Naplesballa04: i think he smoked pot
Naplesballa04: laced with crack
Naplesballa04: >.>
Naplesballa04: <.<
grapecrush17: maybe
Naplesballa04: lol
Naplesballa04: different eyes
Naplesballa04: hyperness
Naplesballa04: a completely different person
Naplesballa04: alot more fun
Naplesballa04: ya
Naplesballa04: it was drugs
Naplesballa04: lol
grapecrush17: no...i normally don't like hanging out w/ ppl who
grapecrush17: who've smoked*
grapecrush17: i don't think that was it...or maybe pot just agrees w/ him
grapecrush17: lol
Naplesballa04: lol
grapecrush17: i really wouldn't know
Naplesballa04: lol
grapecrush17: yeah well all just had a good time last night
Naplesballa04: lol
grapecrush17: well i should say i did until that one thing
grapecrush17: that just brought me down
Naplesballa04: lol
grapecrush17: hence my bitchy mood today
Naplesballa04: u focus on the negative
Naplesballa04: you should never focus on the negative
grapecrush17: i feel like it was my fault though...if i thought it was totally her problem, then i'd be alright and put it out of my mind
Naplesballa04: it is totally her problem
Naplesballa04: IMO
grapecrush17: imo?
Naplesballa04: in my opinion
grapecrush17: oh
yeah........This was not my original entry but I figured the first one would make some ppl mad. It was basically about how I hate myself etc so yeah
I don't wanna say it...but I do.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I'M GONNA SEE BRAD PAISLY AND SUGARLAND IN CONCERT NEXT WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I'm so excited...am I having a heart attack?
Oh yeah and I got my blood type back.... I'm O+ which means I can give to anyone.
Going to the football game...g2g!!!
xx-Kitti
Edit:
This convo pretty much sums up my night yesterday --
Naplesballa04: why u so mad
Naplesballa04: also your never mean to me
grapecrush17: cuz i feel like scum....I picked the worst moment last night to be really peeved by caitie's aversion to PDA and I hurt her feelings, and I haven't heard from her all day
Naplesballa04: PDA?
grapecrush17: I hate being a bitch and I always feel really bad afterward
grapecrush17: ((public displays of affection))
Naplesballa04: lol
Naplesballa04: no offense
Naplesballa04: but w/o PDAs
Naplesballa04: i would stay away from ppl
Naplesballa04: to me it kidna means
Naplesballa04: they want to keep what you have secret
grapecrush17: she just isn't comfortable w/ it....my thoughts exactly mike. i try to be accomadating but its hard b/c when i am feeling moody or whatever it really hurts, like she doesn't want ppl to know
Naplesballa04: i know
grapecrush17: so last night at the football game we were standing there by the fence and she came over and was holding my hand and i went to kiss her, she leaned away. i guess she could see i was upset so she was like "i can't i'm in uniform, if i get caught i lose the opprotunity for sect. leader" and i was like "whatever" and took away my hand and it was selfish, i know but i couldn't help it. so she walked away and i didn't see her again all night and i haven't heard from her
Naplesballa04: In the ring of life I'll rain love
and the world will notice a king
when there is darkness i'll shine a light
and views of success reflect in me
Naplesballa04: there it is
grapecrush17: new end?
Naplesballa04: no
Naplesballa04: diff poem
Naplesballa04: thats part of it
Naplesballa04: like an ending
Naplesballa04: i cant think up the rest
grapecrush17: ohh gotcha
Naplesballa04: lol
Naplesballa04: how ya like?
grapecrush17: i like
Naplesballa04: =D
grapecrush17: hah
Naplesballa04: my damn AIM keeps fuckin up
Naplesballa04: oh well
grapecrush17: sry
grapecrush17: did ya get wut i said
Naplesballa04: no
Naplesballa04: so far
grapecrush17: no, like a few min.s ago
Naplesballa04: i havent gotten aynthing
Naplesballa04: since heh
Naplesballa04: oh
Naplesballa04: hah
Naplesballa04: whatever
Naplesballa04: lol
grapecrush17: nvm
Naplesballa04: k
Naplesballa04: hey i made
Naplesballa04: i made it yall
Naplesballa04: im the worlds greatest
grapecrush17: lol...ok
Naplesballa04: lol
Naplesballa04: i am a mountain
i am a tall tree
i am swift wind
sweepin' da country
i am a river
down in the valley
I have a vision
and I can see clearly
grapecrush17: ....see what?!?!
Naplesballa04: my vision
Naplesballa04: duh
Naplesballa04: =D
grapecrush17: which is....?
Naplesballa04: that while we were all created equal some choose to lie low in the plains of filth while others rise above them to the holy ground where they shall claim their glory for all eternity
Naplesballa04: >.>
grapecrush17: O.O oh...well duh how could i not know that
Naplesballa04: lol
Naplesballa04: wanna know somethin funny
Naplesballa04: i just made that up
Naplesballa04: LMAO
grapecrush17: lol
Naplesballa04: pretty good for a 5sec write up huh?
grapecrush17: yup yup
grapecrush17: omfg!!! u shoulda seen sean last night!!!!!
Naplesballa04: sean santella?
grapecrush17: si
Naplesballa04: why
Naplesballa04: what did he do?
Naplesballa04: plz tell me he fell
grapecrush17: he was like all hyper and funny and stuff
Naplesballa04: lol
Naplesballa04: that was obviously not sean
grapecrush17: i've never seen him hyper b4....i like the hyper sean
Naplesballa04: and just a clone with different memories
Naplesballa04: whose a decoy
grapecrush17: lol
grapecrush17: no it was sean
Naplesballa04: how do you know?
grapecrush17: well i'm pretty sure how bout that
Naplesballa04: did he like
Naplesballa04: drink a lot of soda
Naplesballa04: or eat alot of candy?
grapecrush17: yeah
grapecrush17: i thinl
grapecrush17: think*
Naplesballa04: because ive never seen sean hyper
Naplesballa04: or funny for that matter
Naplesballa04: >.>
grapecrush17: omg he was and he's alot more fun while in a sugar high
Naplesballa04: lol
Naplesballa04: i just cant picture it
Naplesballa04: i dont know why
Naplesballa04: i just cant
Naplesballa04: lol
grapecrush17: if i hadn't seen it with my own eyes i wouldn't believe it either
Naplesballa04: lol
grapecrush17: i had a great time last night and i guess so did he. he was like jumping around and his eyes had this different look...idk he normally looks slightly bored and like he'd rather be somewhere else but not last night
Naplesballa04: lol
Naplesballa04: i think he smoked pot
Naplesballa04: laced with crack
Naplesballa04: >.>
Naplesballa04: <.<
grapecrush17: maybe
Naplesballa04: lol
Naplesballa04: different eyes
Naplesballa04: hyperness
Naplesballa04: a completely different person
Naplesballa04: alot more fun
Naplesballa04: ya
Naplesballa04: it was drugs
Naplesballa04: lol
grapecrush17: no...i normally don't like hanging out w/ ppl who
grapecrush17: who've smoked*
grapecrush17: i don't think that was it...or maybe pot just agrees w/ him
grapecrush17: lol
Naplesballa04: lol
grapecrush17: i really wouldn't know
Naplesballa04: lol
grapecrush17: yeah well all just had a good time last night
Naplesballa04: lol
grapecrush17: well i should say i did until that one thing
grapecrush17: that just brought me down
Naplesballa04: lol
grapecrush17: hence my bitchy mood today
Naplesballa04: u focus on the negative
Naplesballa04: you should never focus on the negative
grapecrush17: i feel like it was my fault though...if i thought it was totally her problem, then i'd be alright and put it out of my mind
Naplesballa04: it is totally her problem
Naplesballa04: IMO
grapecrush17: imo?
Naplesballa04: in my opinion
grapecrush17: oh
yeah........This was not my original entry but I figured the first one would make some ppl mad. It was basically about how I hate myself etc so yeah