Nothing he says.
I forgot to eat today, and by the time I remembered Gabe had already gone to bed so I can't use the kitchen.
I visited dad on Tuesday and Wednesday. He beamed with pride at the fact that he had fresh milk. Possibly because I sounded so shocked when commenting that he had milk at all. [He never has milk]. I miss my father. Especially at times when I dislike my mother [such as now]. Anyway, he had rented Sideways, so I finally saw it. I liked it very much. So well carried out and it even made me feel nostalgic, because I am semi-familiar with the area they were in, and I really miss the trips to central CA. Southern CA has no appeal whatsoever to me after living here for almost 21 years. I never really cared for it. It seemed to suck even harder when I came back from Europe and noticed how thick the smog was.
Other than that, school is over and I am quite the freebird. Phong totally complimented my final art project and I was happy and everyone is being very supportive of my silly idea of changing majors to art. I want to take it seriously. Really badly. Its just so hard to take anything seriously any more. Just because. I'm not even down. I've been pretty [oddly] cheerful lately. I guess the skeptic in me is waiting for everything to come crashing down again, which ironically could actually TRIGGER a downfall. Life is quirky that way.
And if you wanna:
1. What's the first word that comes to mind when you think of me?
2. Go to http://images.google.com and search for that word.
3. Reply to this post with one of the pictures on the first page of results (DON'T TELL ME THE WORD).
I can't stop listening to this song.
I visited dad on Tuesday and Wednesday. He beamed with pride at the fact that he had fresh milk. Possibly because I sounded so shocked when commenting that he had milk at all. [He never has milk]. I miss my father. Especially at times when I dislike my mother [such as now]. Anyway, he had rented Sideways, so I finally saw it. I liked it very much. So well carried out and it even made me feel nostalgic, because I am semi-familiar with the area they were in, and I really miss the trips to central CA. Southern CA has no appeal whatsoever to me after living here for almost 21 years. I never really cared for it. It seemed to suck even harder when I came back from Europe and noticed how thick the smog was.
Other than that, school is over and I am quite the freebird. Phong totally complimented my final art project and I was happy and everyone is being very supportive of my silly idea of changing majors to art. I want to take it seriously. Really badly. Its just so hard to take anything seriously any more. Just because. I'm not even down. I've been pretty [oddly] cheerful lately. I guess the skeptic in me is waiting for everything to come crashing down again, which ironically could actually TRIGGER a downfall. Life is quirky that way.
And if you wanna:
1. What's the first word that comes to mind when you think of me?
2. Go to http://images.google.com and search for that word.
3. Reply to this post with one of the pictures on the first page of results (DON'T TELL ME THE WORD).
I can't stop listening to this song.