Choke-A7X Brimmy One Shot
Pairing:Brian/Jimmy
Fandome:Avenged Sevenfold
Rating:Soft R for slight language and dirty talk, masturbation, choking fetishs, and slash(man-on-man)
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Jimmy has a choking fetish.
Hes had it as far back as he can remember.
Choking turns him on.
It makes masturbation ten times better. Because it adds danger to the mix.
It means hes playing with his life everytime he does it. Thats why he likes it.
Its a risk.
Thats why he wears ties. They make him look good as well as make sex better.
Brian is the only other person that knows about Jimmys sexual kinks.
Brian knows because Brian likes to choke Jimmy.
He helps Jimmy reach his peak of absolute euphoria whenever Jimmy needs him to.
Jimmy doesnt even need to ask him anymore. All Jimmy has to do is nod his head and Brian obeys everytime.
Its not a friendly favor anymore. Its not even a sacrifice for Brian. A helping hand for his best buddy.
Its a trust thing. Its all about trust.
It wouldnt work if Jimmy didnt trust Brian.
If he didnt feel safe completely entrusting Brian with his fragile life.
Placing himself into Brians skillfull hands.
It would simply be disasterous if there wasnt enough cooperation on either parts.
But Jimmy does trust Brian.
He knows Brian. Thats why he only lets Brian choke him.
Thats why only Brian chooses wether Jimmy should stay alive. Thats why only Brian is given the choice of letting Jimmy see another day.
Thats why Brian does what Jimmy wants.
Brian likes the feelings Jimmy gives him.
Brian likes knowing that Jimmy completely trusts him with every fiber of his being.
Brian likes being in control.
Brian likes feeling powerful.
Brian likes pretending to play God. Its one of his sexual fetishes.
Being placed in control.
Even if it is for only a moment.
It still makes him feel free. Makes him feel alive. And he likes that.
Especially when Jimmy moans Brians name when he comes. It makes everything worth while for Brian.
It makes him feel accomplished. Like hes doing somthing right.
Like hes suppossed to be doing this...
Its second nature to Brian now.
He knows exactly how to grip the tie. How to keep his hands somewhat loose, slacking the tie a little, to ensure Jimmys pleasure is peaked and pulls him over the edge everytime.
He knows how Jimmy likes to be choked. He knows what turns Jimmy on.
Brian knows what makes him roll his blue eyes back, and he knows what makes him purr.
Brian knows Jimmy.
He knows he doesnt even need to ask anymore.
He kows what Jimmy wants.
Brian never even uses words anymore. He doesnt need to.
He simply relies on the signs Jimmy gives and uses his sight and sound to guide him the rest of the way.
Brian never even touches Jimmy. Ever.
He knows better.
Brian knows Jimmy doesnt like to be innterupted. Jimmy doesnt like being distracted.
Brian knows Jimmy doesnt like losing his focus.
It makes him angry.
And Brian doesnt like it when Jimmy gets angry.
Because when Jimmy gets upset, people get hurt.
Especially Brian. Jimmy hurts Brian the worst.
And its not always physical.
Jimmy can make Brian feel like the most special person alive, telling him hes beautiful and talented, and rain him with praise and flattery.
But if he wants, Jimmy can also make Brian feel like hes insignificant and worthless, and Brian will believe every word of it.
Its the power Jimmy has over Brian.
The power hes always had over Brian. Even as kids.
But only Jimmy can make Brian feel that way.
If anyone else tries to hurt Brian the way Jimmy does, Brian will kick their ass.
But not Jimmy. Brian never hurts Jimmy.
No matter how much Jimmys hurt Brian.
Brian cares too much for Jimmy.
He loves Jimmy.
Just as much as Jimmy loves Brian. Even if he sometimes doesnt express it the right way.
Even if he sometimes makes Brian upset.
But as much as Jimmy frustrates Brian, he always makes it up to him later.
One of the ways Brian knows Jimmy still cares about him is the way Jimmy trusts him. Completely.
How he lets Brian corner him in his changing room, and push him forcefully against the wall and lick his tightened mouth with a wet, pink tounge.
Lets him push his body up against his own, and grind into his pale hips roughly.
Lets him suck and nibble on his neck until the blood vessels underneath the soft skin burst, leaving dark purple and red marks all below his sharp jawline.
Jimmy lets Brian do alot of things to him. Except kiss him.
They never kiss. They do just about everything else.
But kiss.
Jimmy never lets Brian claim his sweet lips for a reason neither man really know.
Its just always how its been,and Brian never asks questions or complains.
He only does what Jimmy wants.
And Jimmy always wants to be choked. By Brian.
So when Jimmy nods his head at Brian and pushes himself against the shorter man, Brian always listens.
Always.
He never ignores Jimmys silent demands.
Whatever Jimmy wants from Brian, Jimmy gets.
Brian trys to do everything he can to please Jimmy the best way possible.
Because when Jimmy is satisfied, Brian is very satisfied.
And when Jimmy is aroused, Brian is very aroused.
And when Jimmy comes, all warm and milky white into his own hand, Brian alwyas comes hard all over himself.
But later. Always much later, after hes lying by himself in his bunk, and he thinks about Jimmys face and the sounds the drummer makes when he cant last any longer and lets go, then he comes. Hard. Always.
Brian doesnt mind being used by Jimmy.
Because Jimmy doesnt mean to.
Its just how Jimmy is.
And only Brian can understand it.
He knows Jimmy cant express his real feelings with words.
Or alot of actions.
Brian doesnt need words, though.
He just knows.
He knows Jimmy loves him and always has.
And he knows Jimmy completely trusts him.
And he knows if hes paitient, Jimmy will feel comfortable enough to finally, one day, let Brian hold him the way hes always wanted to hold Jimmy. And kiss him the way hes always wanted to kiss the drummer.
With passion, and lust, and love.
And let Brian tell him he loves him.
How hes always loved him, and how he always will.
And let him tell Jimmy how no one will love him the way Brian does.
Brian knows all of this because Brian knows Jimmy feels the same exact way.
Brian knows Jimmy wants to be held, and kissed passionatly and loved.
He knows Jimmy wants to feel safe. He knows Jimmy wants to be in love.
With Brian.
Only Brian.
Wants to know what its like to be happy. To not have a care in the world, and lay in bed all day doing nothing but kissing, and fucking, and sleeping.
And finally feel close to someone who wont hurt him, or try to make him feel the way hes always felt.
Empty.
Brian knows Jimmy wants to feel.
Somthing, anything.
The warmth of another body next to his.
The beat of two hearts pounding the same rythm in seperate chests.
The exhausted/sated, but satisfied feeling after beautiful, rough, heated, passionate sex.
Brian knows Jimmy. He knows what he wants. What hes always wanted.
And Brian knows Jimmy wants these things.
But Jimmy doesnt know how not to be alone.
Jimmy cant be happy.
Jimmy cant love Brian how he wants to.
How hes always wanted.
Not yet.
And Brian knows what Jimmys been through.
He knows how damaged Jimmy is.
And Brian still loves Jimmy.
Always.
Brian knows he just has to be paitent.
He just has to wait for Jimmy to finally open up.
To let Brian inside.
To not feel afraid anymore.
Brian knows Jimmy will one day allow his feelings to take him over.
Just not yet.
Jimmys not ready.
Hes too fragile. He might break.
But Brian is prepared to wait for Jimmy his whole life, if he has to.
Brian is prepared to do anything for Jimmy, because he knows the day Jimmy finally lets go, finally voices his feelings for Brian, finally gives his whole being to Brian, will be the sweetest day Brian will ever see.
And Brian cannot wait for that day. However long that day may take.
Because Brian will do anything for love.
And love is all, and only, what Brian has for Jimmy.
Jimmy is everything to Brian.
And when Brian is in love, he doesnt ever give up.
Nope. Not a chance.
THE END