So much to say

[ninjaclownz]

What up all. It has been awhile. What can i say. School is going ok. Life is flying bye. I feel like i am still missing much. I wish people would ask me to hang out with them more after school. The only people i hang out with right know is Dan laluna and Chris. I wish i was invited to more parties. Maybe its my falt though. I am a shy guy and don't talk much in school. But i know if i was invited to one party, people would see the real me, not the one in school. And more people would like and understand me. they would want to hang out with me after school. i am such a cooler guy after school than in school. I am like a two face person in a good sense. So hopefully i will get a break and get invited to one party. That would open a new world for me. Thats all i guess i really have to say. School is tommorow so i better get some sleep. I am back to writing to u all in a way, but also a new person. A new person in the way that i see things clearer know. that i can't let these last two years of my high school life pass by. i mean, i never even have had a girlfriend. Again, my fault for being to shy. U can make fun of me all u want, but i see life how it is. I am rising up and becoming a better person. Leaving certain parts, habits, and people behind me. I am becoming a new person. Someone who i want to be. It will be a hard journy but who cares. There is one more thing. I am looking for a girl. A girl i liked and like me. I should have never let her pass by me. I havn't seen her in three years. I wish i could find her. This may sound wierd but i really did like her. It was my fault for not asking her out. I can't forgive myself for being to shy to ask her out. I think i won't be able to forgive myself until someone takes her place in my heart. well, i best be goin. Later homiez

P.S. I am a juggalo 4 life