... This is it.
... I guess it's time to say what needs to be said. I don't like talking to you lot much, if at all... but I'll say these things, because I learnt a lot of things here. I really did, as much as I hate to admit it.
I've never liked being in Rokkaku. When I had the chance to take part in the Dunan Unification War, I did it in a heartbeat, even if I did act like I was against it. I... I enjoyed being in the outside world, meeting new people and learning new things back then -- my stay here was the same. I... saw a lot of conflict, but I also saw a lot of bonding between people who would normally try to kill each other, too. Pirates and those on the side of the law... mages with their dislike of swords... wimps protecting their friends against corrupt adults... enemies in the past who're... back. It was fascinating, but weird and... I appreciated it. I learnt about human forgiveness and... l-love. *fluster* I learnt about how in the darkest of times, people would either turn into animals, or they would turn into... people like the ones here, in Budehuc Castle.
I'll say it now, since I'm never going to say it again: I admired a lot of you. You were all really strong -- even if you weren't fighters. Even if you only stayed in the back lines and supported us battlers, you put your heart into it and... and you're all so formidable and powerful in your own ways. I hope to be like that one day -- no. I will be like that one day.
... Even though I know things are a mess now, and I'd like to help figure out what's going on here, it's time to go now. I can't help you and nor do you really need my help. There are a lot of capable fighters here that I... really respect. And plus, I'm only fifteen -- you don't want to hurt your own egos asking for my help, do you? Chances are, I won't see any of you ever again, but then again, heh, who knows? This place is just so different that I don't know what to expect. Hmph... Whatever you do, don't get yourselves killed.
I hope everyone gets through this alive. I won't be there to see it until the end with you, but... tch. Wherever I end up, I'm going to remember you loudmouthed idiots. If we ever meet again, don't count on me being this height.
... ... ... Th-thank you. I enjoyed my time here, watching and learning.
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