Well, Shit!!!!!!!
I didn't expect Kutner's death would hit me so hard.
Then again, it did push quite a few buttons..
One button: the only funeral I've been to is for a co-worker who basically was on borrowed time for brain tumors. I bought hin a ticket to 'Revenge of the Sith' post-mortum, because he was such a Star Wars fan. (Even though, I still think he would've complained about the movies, considering how big a Star Wars fan he was.. But, he needed to see it to complain correctly in the afterlife...)
And, the other button; the Hindu elements they showed... A co-worker and friend was murdered in the last year. Since she was Hindu, her funeral was of the Hindu faith... I was of the few that didn't go the funeral. But, I heard details after...
I knew I couldn't handle it... So, I volunteered to stay at work... I'm kinda glad I did. I don't think I would have made it through the event.
Now, if only I can get over the crying!
I'm off to watch Castle... It may be about murder, but it'll cheer me up. Nathan Fillion always cheers me up!
CRAP! I'm still crying... I think it's because I'm writing about it. I'll stop it now...