Some things never change.
Namely me.
I refuse to allow myself to learn things, watch new things, clean my room, change things that could mean a happier and no doubt more interesting me. It's not just laziness. Some of this stuff is actually fun. So I don't know what's wrong with me. What the fuck am I afraid of?
The only reason I have a new job is because I was head-hunted. I didn't set out to get one myself as I should have. So many things I should do yet I don't.
What will it take to push me?
There are too many things. It's fucking overwhelming. I don't know where I want to start.
Fuck.
-Toni.
I refuse to allow myself to learn things, watch new things, clean my room, change things that could mean a happier and no doubt more interesting me. It's not just laziness. Some of this stuff is actually fun. So I don't know what's wrong with me. What the fuck am I afraid of?
The only reason I have a new job is because I was head-hunted. I didn't set out to get one myself as I should have. So many things I should do yet I don't.
What will it take to push me?
There are too many things. It's fucking overwhelming. I don't know where I want to start.
Fuck.
-Toni.