Oct 09, 2006 02:14
And I believe that I may be the last person posting....how depressing, no one to talk me through so much....cuz so much has happened today. I went from totally emo to uber cool in the span of 24 hours.
Last night I went to my cousin Keith's wedding reception. I went to talk to my mom, but she brushed me away to dance with cameron...so i went and only hung out with dylan. Well, zeb stayed the night with dylan and i and the next morning we went to see my grandma in the nursing home. she looked FANTASTIC, although she was not at all happy to be there.
Well, ANYway...after that, I took zeb home, and i had no sooner taken two steps into the house and taken off my shoes and jacket to play with candy, that dickhead came around the corner and said (and i quote) "Leave this house, you are not welcome here."...HE FUCKING THROUGH ME OUT OF THE HOUSE!!! I didn't even stay to listen to an explanation from my mom, i just told her to go to hell and left. I immediately called my grandma mrozek and told her, she said she would call her later today (i'm not sure if she did or not) and while i was talking to her i just broke down and cried for a good half hour. I also called my aunt sandy and dylan who were both pissed and are supposedly gonna call my mom to bitch her out and find out why they did that. I hadn't even argued with her for a long time, there was no reason that they did that....i was a good kid to my mom, i helped her out all the time with zeb and was there for her during her divorce even though it killed me....i shouldn't be treated like an outcast.
However, with all bad comes some good, and I was correct at guessing what it would be...i think i got one step closer to hooking up with Maegan. Maegan is a new girl at the Bell. She is originally from St Joe, where she was homeschooled, and now she is in the Bend helping out a friend to keep his apartment...it all sounds kinda wierd to me, but she's really nice, shy, and really cute, so i'd like to get to know her better.
So i was at the bell studying tonight and she was working...we talked a little here and there, and when she got off, i noticed that she started to walk home. So, after a few minutes, I packed up and drove down the road, and, sure enough, I came up to her about half a mile down the road...so i pulled up next to her, lowered the window and said "Ya, know, it's really dangerous to be walking in this part of town at night..." so yea, i drove her home, and gave her my number, making her promise not to walk home at night ever again. It's not much, but its a start...
So yea, this is my triumphant return to LiveJournal...hopefully i can get people updating again so that i have yet another way to procrastinate....