Turn on, Tune in, Drop out

May 08, 2006 19:59

Sitting here at the computer... just sort of staring at it wondering whether or not I ought to update my journal... is there any reason to? is there anything you need to know? not really... oh well...

What can I say about my life right now? Its changed a lot in the past six months... Hell, six months ago... I was a lot like Tovi... Quiet, reserved, no real friends, liked to be alone... I was boring... Once I got a car things seemed to go downhill from there... I got drunk for the first time... a week later I smoked pot for the first time... Now I've got a bunch of new friends for the first time and I actually hang out with them... wow... its weird... As for the pursuit of life, love, and happiness... I don't know if a relationship will ever develop for me in this forsaken valley... -_- and i'm goddamn tired of being a virgin... I feel like I've got a lot of freedom right now, although I'll never be truly free until I'm out of school. I'm seriously considering dropping out after this year and going to RCC in order to get it over with and get on with my life. Do I really need another 2 years of high school? No, but it really kills me that I might be leaving the valley only when I'm finally getting a social life...

I finally got the lava lamp in my room up and running again, and I'm carrying around a stick of jasmine incense like a cigarette. Who says money can't buy hippieness ^_^ hehe, like a trustafarian...
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