there are a few rules in life you have to follow...
and I just broke a big one.
big in more than one way.
I broke 2 rules.
fuck.
I have become just as bad as they all thought I was.
but while he was here I forgot about adam. he didn't exist. he never did.
he looked me in the eye and said "smile....please? smile for me. a real smile."
and I did.
but it's all fake. tomorrow it will fade to nothing and he'll probably never say anything about it. and neither will I. it's just how these things work.
big in more than one way.
I broke 2 rules.
fuck.
I have become just as bad as they all thought I was.
but while he was here I forgot about adam. he didn't exist. he never did.
he looked me in the eye and said "smile....please? smile for me. a real smile."
and I did.
but it's all fake. tomorrow it will fade to nothing and he'll probably never say anything about it. and neither will I. it's just how these things work.