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i lost alot of stuff today
i officially lost both my keys and wallet. where they may be i cannot tell.
i lost a bunch of graduates. no matter how much i promise to call and visit and sleep on dorm room floors, they're not here anymore.
i lost my mom's respect and patience. she doesnt want to compromise the rest of the family to care for me. i gained a sense of selfishness and demand
i lost a prospect. or better yet, a nice dream. i probably never should have had it to begin with but i thought it would be so easy. i lost her before she was actually ever mine
i lost that amazing feeling. the feeling of total hope and positive energy that comes from watching Rushmore and finishing a good book in the same day. if i cant feel good about my accomplisments despite feeling bad about my failiures, what can i feel good about.
on a good note, im fully packed for amherset and couldnt be more excited. im gona send out a mass email or somethiing with my # and stuff. if any one wants to come visit in july, itd be totally awesome.
Life is full of misery, loneliness, and suffering - and it's all over much too soon.
-W. Allen
i officially lost both my keys and wallet. where they may be i cannot tell.
i lost a bunch of graduates. no matter how much i promise to call and visit and sleep on dorm room floors, they're not here anymore.
i lost my mom's respect and patience. she doesnt want to compromise the rest of the family to care for me. i gained a sense of selfishness and demand
i lost a prospect. or better yet, a nice dream. i probably never should have had it to begin with but i thought it would be so easy. i lost her before she was actually ever mine
i lost that amazing feeling. the feeling of total hope and positive energy that comes from watching Rushmore and finishing a good book in the same day. if i cant feel good about my accomplisments despite feeling bad about my failiures, what can i feel good about.
on a good note, im fully packed for amherset and couldnt be more excited. im gona send out a mass email or somethiing with my # and stuff. if any one wants to come visit in july, itd be totally awesome.
Life is full of misery, loneliness, and suffering - and it's all over much too soon.
-W. Allen