(no subject)

Feb 24, 2005 00:37

its been a while since an update, so let me catch ya'll up to speed:

- I got really creepy and sketchy after a few parties and a stay in a hospital. i called some people i shouldnt have and whispered things i shouldnt and fucked over many a friend with my bullshit. i preety much got selfish...pretty much.

-I managed to lose a little weight without really changing my diet and i didnt really up my exercise routine. maybe i got a little lucky. dont worry, you still couldnt kidnap me.

-I've been losing my mind over school and shakespeare. the two things i never really stressed over before are finally getting their shot at causinganxiety in my life. that doesnt change me wanting people to come see the shows. pleeeeeasse? its the weekend of the 12th as in just the twelth. unless you'd rather watch another show on sunday. im begging on my knees (since im writing this on my laptop, i'm actually on my knees!) please come see my show if you can. id love you guys forever and ever and ever....

-I met a girl that works at starbucks but still manages to smile through the grueling job of getting angry larchmont businessmen their coffee. she's jewish and reads confusng indiam literature. problem is, i have her phone number but not her name. It might be rena, im really not sure. "but what is in a name?" i dont know the rest of the line, but its not my responsibility.

in my last update, i tried a public apology. however i dont think the people who needed to read it or if they did, they blew it off. sooner or later, i will be forced to travel vast distances to many different cities and states collapsing at doorways begging for the forgivness im trying to earn. please dont shut me out. please dont become as bad if not worse of people then i already have become. Its not good to need forgiveness but its even worse to withhold it out of bitterness or lasting emnity.

Completely changing the subject, check this out:
http://www.shoutfactory.com/av/15_Take_a_walk_Yid_Rock.mov

i guess thats what i can do in life. point out silly jewish satire. its not a great calling but its close.

i think ill go hang out by the shoes.
Previous post Next post
Up