who knew
Who knew I could not cry this much, such a shock to me. I can't really explain it, and I've yet to figure out if its a good thing or a bad thing. I might be taking off a couple of days starting tomorrow just to kinda think about some things. Taking back the rental car today, it was pretty cool, for a chevy. And then I'm going to go hang out with a friend after work today, hopefully take my mind off of things for a few hours. I couldn't sleep last night, went to sleep at maybe 3 finally, didn't hear my alarm go off, woke up at 6:30, threw on clothes and ran out the door. I forgot a jacket, and its freezing in here. I would say everything that happened yesterday came out of nowhere and shocked me, but I kinda saw it all coming, and I don't know if it made it better, but it made it bareable. I'm exhausted now, and want to take a nap. Hey at least Claire isn't here today.