FUCKING HELL!
WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK?!
What the HELL am I supposed to DO?! Mom and Paige are fighting because PAIGE decided to be all bitchy when mom told her not to make plans since we're gonna CLEAN! And I have to deal with Mom's FRUSTRATION. It's my own damn fault. I have a track record for being USELESS so of course I can't defend myself. It doesn't help that I have graduation parties to go to and that can be seen as weasling out of it if ONLY by the brat. Fucking turd. God she is just extra bratty lately.
So what the hell can I DO?! I can't be someone to vent to for Mom because I'm a useless asshole who is part of the problem. I'm not worth SHIT right now. And like hell I can even look at Paige. Bitch will definately throw the aforementioned record in my face. As though I can't CHANGE myself. It's not like I suceeded in being HAPPIER this year. Ooh noooo. I'm just as resigned and miserable as before.
Fuckityfuckfuck.
Even if I wasn't so useless I still have that emotional insensitivity that would just blow it all to hell. I'm no good at this.
What the HELL am I supposed to DO?! Mom and Paige are fighting because PAIGE decided to be all bitchy when mom told her not to make plans since we're gonna CLEAN! And I have to deal with Mom's FRUSTRATION. It's my own damn fault. I have a track record for being USELESS so of course I can't defend myself. It doesn't help that I have graduation parties to go to and that can be seen as weasling out of it if ONLY by the brat. Fucking turd. God she is just extra bratty lately.
So what the hell can I DO?! I can't be someone to vent to for Mom because I'm a useless asshole who is part of the problem. I'm not worth SHIT right now. And like hell I can even look at Paige. Bitch will definately throw the aforementioned record in my face. As though I can't CHANGE myself. It's not like I suceeded in being HAPPIER this year. Ooh noooo. I'm just as resigned and miserable as before.
Fuckityfuckfuck.
Even if I wasn't so useless I still have that emotional insensitivity that would just blow it all to hell. I'm no good at this.