PRT, nightshift, lovelife
Sooooooo.... After having not written for such an extremely long time, I do not know why this entry is particularly worthy of posting. But, fucking, whatever. So, I work at a reforestation seedling proccessing factory. Very assembly line-style, repeditive action, make your own fun kind of work. And so, in order to have a good time while we're there. And because we are all a bunch of nut-jobs, there has been much antics and bonding taking place between all of us on the nightshift crew these past few months. And some interesting relationships forged. Jerry and Earle are both 30 something, balding, beergutted, pot smoking deadheads the likes of whom you might see on Trailer park boys or some such Canadian situational comedy. They are my honourary uncles and I love them both to death. Leia is a tall, blonde, cute, playful 12th grade student who reminds me alot of me... If I were tall, blonde, cute, and still in 12th grade (which I kind of still am.) Earle has the hugest crush on Leia. He has since the beginning. And Leia has always known this. I think she likes him too, but in a different way than he does. Jerry wants to have sex with me. And I tease him with this relentlessly. Yes, I know, I am a horrible person. But here's the twist, I want to have sex with Leia. I've been implying things all week and she is more and more affectionate with me. But I still don't know. Girls are always so much more subtle than guys. The four of us are going out tonight. I showered and washed myself with lots of nice smelling soap. I put on clean clothes and mascara and thought of Leia the whole time. It began to feel like I was getting ready for a date. And I sorta wished I was. I got butterflies when I picked up the phone to call her and dialed her number wrong twice. I'm going to pick her up at 9:00. Then we're going to go to the bar and meet the guys. Then Leia's going to sleep over at Earles. damn damn damn. But you know, even if Leia doesn't have feelings for me, I bet she'd makeout with me just to make Earle crazy. Am I a horrible person also for thinking that? fucking, whatever. I love this. I can't wait.