Updates.
I just got another email from Debbie for this weeks Agenda. I seriously dont know how much longer I can do this. She's just so freakin THERE. Everything is her way, and we all have to be happy inviting people all the time. What if I dont want to be happy? You cant force a person to be happy. Maybe I want to be a grump. Maybe your ridiculous behavior is only enforcing my desire for solitude and misery. I'm 3 inches away from quitting psych club, cause I seriously can't deal with this anymore. I dont want anything to do with her bull shit.
Updates from the last few days:
Thursday I went to the doctor about my ankles. He gave me a couple ideas of what could be wrong, which might possibly include a small amount of arthritis, some tendinitis, and perhaps even something torn. Basically I left with him saying "There's really nothing you can do." yay. After the doctor, I went to concordia and hung out with steph hoppe. I forgot how much that girl laughs. I say something mildly amusing, and she laughs hysterically for two minutes. It was refreshing.
Friday was an ego boosting day. First, Kristy (supervisor in Admissions) asked me if I wanted to do call team again because she said i was awesome at it. I told her I could maybe do an hour a week or something. Then I had an advising appointment with Dr. Steele, and he was really impressed with how i have my schedule so together and all my grad requirements done. He said that doesn't happen very often. I submitted my abstracts for MPA, which felt pretty good. And last, after Open Gym was over, one of the parents that stayed and watched came up to me and said that I do a really good job, that I'm good with kids and they really respect me. That felt especially nice because on my way there I had been thinking about how the gym always seems to drag me down because I feel like I'm never good enough there. It was nice to be brought up for a day instead of dragged down.
Saturday Night I went to a party at Sarah Nagel's apt, and I havent seen her in forever. I had a lot more fun than i expected, considering I thought it was gonna be really awkward. I had a few drinks (along with everyone else) and fun ensued. I really hope I get to go back out there sometime in the not-too-distant future.
Sunday I helped to babysit Aaron (Ron's, my ex-boss from subway, 5 year old son). It was okay. I didn't get paid, but it's not like i r3eally had to leave the house or anything. He cried when he had to leave.
I have too many breaks today. I got done with my exam in drugs at 11:30, dont have class until 1. Then I'll likely get out of that class early...around 2 or 215 most likely, and wont have to work (in the nursing office) until 4. After that I'm here until seven. Right now I feel like I want a nap. and some flowers. I almost bought myself flowers this morning at the gas station. How pathetic is that?
Updates from the last few days:
Thursday I went to the doctor about my ankles. He gave me a couple ideas of what could be wrong, which might possibly include a small amount of arthritis, some tendinitis, and perhaps even something torn. Basically I left with him saying "There's really nothing you can do." yay. After the doctor, I went to concordia and hung out with steph hoppe. I forgot how much that girl laughs. I say something mildly amusing, and she laughs hysterically for two minutes. It was refreshing.
Friday was an ego boosting day. First, Kristy (supervisor in Admissions) asked me if I wanted to do call team again because she said i was awesome at it. I told her I could maybe do an hour a week or something. Then I had an advising appointment with Dr. Steele, and he was really impressed with how i have my schedule so together and all my grad requirements done. He said that doesn't happen very often. I submitted my abstracts for MPA, which felt pretty good. And last, after Open Gym was over, one of the parents that stayed and watched came up to me and said that I do a really good job, that I'm good with kids and they really respect me. That felt especially nice because on my way there I had been thinking about how the gym always seems to drag me down because I feel like I'm never good enough there. It was nice to be brought up for a day instead of dragged down.
Saturday Night I went to a party at Sarah Nagel's apt, and I havent seen her in forever. I had a lot more fun than i expected, considering I thought it was gonna be really awkward. I had a few drinks (along with everyone else) and fun ensued. I really hope I get to go back out there sometime in the not-too-distant future.
Sunday I helped to babysit Aaron (Ron's, my ex-boss from subway, 5 year old son). It was okay. I didn't get paid, but it's not like i r3eally had to leave the house or anything. He cried when he had to leave.
I have too many breaks today. I got done with my exam in drugs at 11:30, dont have class until 1. Then I'll likely get out of that class early...around 2 or 215 most likely, and wont have to work (in the nursing office) until 4. After that I'm here until seven. Right now I feel like I want a nap. and some flowers. I almost bought myself flowers this morning at the gas station. How pathetic is that?