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im at that point again, where im getting sad. thinking about summer makes me cry. everytime. i miss it. spring makes me sad too. its all because of memories. at least my friends make my happy. theyre all ive got. or at least i think so. it feels so good to know that you have friends who would do anything for you. i'll see someone walking down the street and i'll wonder what their life is like. if theyre married, have a girlfriend or boyfriend, have kids, are a loner. i sometimes feel bad for people i see. i saw an old lady pulled over on the road by a cop the other day, she was in tears. it made me all teary. who could give a crying old ladie a ticket? cops are fucking pigs. certain songs remind me of summer. and i keep listening to them, as if i want to be sad and cry? but the thing is.. i dont. i dont want to cry. but hey, it happens to the best of us.
sunday- i went to the diner with alex (i told my mom i was going to the gym) and then we just walked around town and chilled. he always makes me feel better. i love him.
saturday- i was home alone. watched eternal sunshine and saw. then went on the computer and applied for a community and got rejected like i always do =].
friday- i brought my rabbit over to the vet with my mom to get surgery. went to school. went into town with christine and dan, then slept over christines house. went in her hot tub for about 4 hours.
sunday- i went to the diner with alex (i told my mom i was going to the gym) and then we just walked around town and chilled. he always makes me feel better. i love him.
saturday- i was home alone. watched eternal sunshine and saw. then went on the computer and applied for a community and got rejected like i always do =].
friday- i brought my rabbit over to the vet with my mom to get surgery. went to school. went into town with christine and dan, then slept over christines house. went in her hot tub for about 4 hours.