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i feel like im losing everyone around me. i hate how so many people can act like theyre your friend but really arent. everything is so frustrating right now and so confusing. i think im at that point in life who im realizing who i really am and who my true friends are. middle school is such a joke, and so are the people in it. i hate life right now. i really do. i just wish i could close my eyes and have everything be normal again. i need to let go of the past and move on... thats what is really holding me back and making me sad/angry. but if i do forget it i dont expect it to change everything. and i cant erease anything.. no matter how hard i try. this town, school, home.. its all a prison. and ive realized, love is just a hoax. and i dont think i'll ever love anyone again. im also thinking about deleting my livejournal. bye.