Jul 09, 2009 05:23
It's interesting, but this is how a typical day here for me seems to go.
Wake up in the morning -- utter panic and despair. I realize I'm in a strange room, doing something that feels way over my head, and my body just freezes up.
Take a shower -- I feel better. I feel ready to take on the events of my day.
All during the day -- I have fun. I go to french classes (my teacher is insane, but he is great). I go to voice lessons (my teacher is small and terrifying and teaches me entirely in french, but hey -- it's a challenge). I go to staging rehearsals (the director is also insane, but those are fun too).
Evening -- I come back here to do some work/have some down time. I'm fine for a little while, just relaxing.
Later evening -- utter depression and incurable homesickness. I usually cry myself to sleep.
This is very strange. I don't like this cycle much.
france