amazingly.....awful
i learned a few things tonight. i learned things the hard way, and its amazing how people you trust and thought we're your best friends can stab you in the back so hard.
after everything i told chris last night, bout our friendship and how much he mean to me as a friend, how can he do what he did to me tonight. he just blew me off like im nothing. he told me we were going to hang out and after tonyas bennifit dinner he just says well something came up and then jocelyns there too, it hurts so bad to realize that they totally blew me off when i told both of them i was going to be back at 8:30 and they just dont care about me. i have no best friend
for the first time in a long time i have so much respect for britney, she can be so snotty sometimes but tonight she was there. and we had fun. maybe she actully cares more then she makes it out to be. we went to see the ring tonight it was really scarey. but good.
i want to cut so badly.
i cant brake my promise.
after everything i told chris last night, bout our friendship and how much he mean to me as a friend, how can he do what he did to me tonight. he just blew me off like im nothing. he told me we were going to hang out and after tonyas bennifit dinner he just says well something came up and then jocelyns there too, it hurts so bad to realize that they totally blew me off when i told both of them i was going to be back at 8:30 and they just dont care about me. i have no best friend
for the first time in a long time i have so much respect for britney, she can be so snotty sometimes but tonight she was there. and we had fun. maybe she actully cares more then she makes it out to be. we went to see the ring tonight it was really scarey. but good.
i want to cut so badly.
i cant brake my promise.