Jan 12, 2005 01:35
so in the second to last episode of sex and the city, carrie in her last dinner with her friends before she leaves for paris asks "what if i had never met you?" ham having recently watched the episode was reminded of it after finding some old pics from christmas a couple years ago so she calls me and tells me about her moment and i start thinking to myself "what if i had never met you?" and just not ham in particularly but everyone else in my life. before i've thought about what life would be like if the people in my life for some reason would leave me, never to be seen or heard from again. if it came to it i could imagine life without someone, but thats because they've already been a part of my life in some way or another and have probably left their mark on me.
but what if we had never met in the first place? how would life be different? take my elementary school friends for example. what if we had never met some 15 or 16 some odd years ago? what if we didn't grow up together? quite honestly i can't imagine it. i couldn't even begin to think of my life without them. these people have always been a part of my life and will continue to be until we're old and gray watching our grandkids play together.
i really have no clue where i'm going with all of this. i guess what i'm trying to say is thanks. thanks for playing kickball with me when we were 7, thanks for my first heartbreak, thanks for being my dd when i was drunk, thanks for all the rides to school, thanks for being a part of my life. wow that was EXTREMELY cheesey..hahaha..night ya'll