darling, shall we go for a walk in the meadow?
trying to write the damn essay about darwin and shit but apparently.. its not working! :-O im getting lost in all that summarizing opinionating bullshitting about that goddamn book, cut & paste; cut & paste; fullstop.
i can still feel alcohol circulating through my body. this morning when i woke up couldnt open my eyes. sticky mascara from the last night. which was pretty fun actually. but first to put it straightforward - it was the last and least expected thing that i would end up in the bar until like 4:30am. in fact, the metamorphosis of my plans went like this: 1) i would have studied >> 2) i would have studied + eaten pizza w tamara and watched a movie >>> 3) i would have studied just a little bit for the sake of conscience and then we would have gotten drunk >> 4) i would have gone to sleep >> 5) i would have woken up at 10am.
ok so this is how my unplanned happenings went 1) i havent finished my essay 2) i havent studied 3) i havent slept enough 4) and i certainly did not wake up at 10am.
this is what i did though:
1) ate pizza but w my roommate
2) had coffee and applepie w jascha and her friend alke
3) had 2l of red wine w tamara
4) had a pitcher of beer (3l) shared equally w chris
also i did this:
> drank tea with honey (which was suggested by moi) at like 1am/ slash/ crazy/ slash/ with andy/ aka my adorable B-guy/ aka my weed buddy. btw all this in his kitchen. totally brit-ish-ish-ish, havent you noticed. i mean drinking tea. {as chris says the only part missing was "darling, shall we take a walk in the meadow"] :-}
and then he seemed so.. vulnerable. well vulnerably sick lets say cause he was coughing his lungs out and at the same time he was smoking a joint & drinking wine. smart heh. and then i told him i would *nurse him* :-P and i would bring him vitamin c and antibiotics. and he had those eyes of an unprotected puppy... little boy blue. and then he passed by me and he played with my hair
[BTW > WTF > WHY DOES EVERYONE HAVE TO PLAY WITH MY HAIR NOW?!?! im really not getting it..]
> anyways. then in the bar i had a nice conversation w dennis/ aka the asian guy who graduated last semester from here/ aka the most handsome man ive ever seen around here. he is nice. fuck, we would have been so nice together if he wasnt taken already [which i heard]. i know, i have this fetish for asian guys but honestly i could give a pass to only like 0.000001% of them (because theyre in zillions] which is already like 2thousand within the 2billion of them. and the question is: now that 0.000001% where the fuck am i supposed to dig out (when i already missed 2 of them). anyways. lalala. he gave me a kiss on the cheek :-)
as a mon cherry:
> tam tam & moi looking at the gross stuff we googled [various diseases pictures...dont ask]
> the two of us sitting on the floor in the middle of the hallway of her unit while smoking drinking and yelling and people are passing by
> still tamara jumping onto B-guy's bed while he was in it, trying to fall asleep >> poor baby he must be traumatized now :-O
> chris convincing me that there is nothing scary in de-virginazing a guy :-o and i should go for it
> chris revealing me the holy truth, aka a juicy gossip he has heard around. that a certain someOne has truly problems not only of impotence but generally he is not able to come :-O :-o :-O [scary man. thats sad. i truly feel his pain]
also, not to be forgotten, i assisted to this very passionate debate between chris against the Fungus-man (yeah, thats his new nickname) on whether or not buddhism is the religion of saints or, more likely, they did kill people {fight for the tibetian independence heh?}
and its then when i felt like puking for real and i went to sleep.
anyways.
so.
highlights:
** B-guy petting my hair after we drank tea
** Jap-boy kissing me on the cheek
yey. i am becoming so cheesy and ... bleah!
i can still feel alcohol circulating through my body. this morning when i woke up couldnt open my eyes. sticky mascara from the last night. which was pretty fun actually. but first to put it straightforward - it was the last and least expected thing that i would end up in the bar until like 4:30am. in fact, the metamorphosis of my plans went like this: 1) i would have studied >> 2) i would have studied + eaten pizza w tamara and watched a movie >>> 3) i would have studied just a little bit for the sake of conscience and then we would have gotten drunk >> 4) i would have gone to sleep >> 5) i would have woken up at 10am.
ok so this is how my unplanned happenings went 1) i havent finished my essay 2) i havent studied 3) i havent slept enough 4) and i certainly did not wake up at 10am.
this is what i did though:
1) ate pizza but w my roommate
2) had coffee and applepie w jascha and her friend alke
3) had 2l of red wine w tamara
4) had a pitcher of beer (3l) shared equally w chris
also i did this:
> drank tea with honey (which was suggested by moi) at like 1am/ slash/ crazy/ slash/ with andy/ aka my adorable B-guy/ aka my weed buddy. btw all this in his kitchen. totally brit-ish-ish-ish, havent you noticed. i mean drinking tea. {as chris says the only part missing was "darling, shall we take a walk in the meadow"] :-}
and then he seemed so.. vulnerable. well vulnerably sick lets say cause he was coughing his lungs out and at the same time he was smoking a joint & drinking wine. smart heh. and then i told him i would *nurse him* :-P and i would bring him vitamin c and antibiotics. and he had those eyes of an unprotected puppy... little boy blue. and then he passed by me and he played with my hair
[BTW > WTF > WHY DOES EVERYONE HAVE TO PLAY WITH MY HAIR NOW?!?! im really not getting it..]
> anyways. then in the bar i had a nice conversation w dennis/ aka the asian guy who graduated last semester from here/ aka the most handsome man ive ever seen around here. he is nice. fuck, we would have been so nice together if he wasnt taken already [which i heard]. i know, i have this fetish for asian guys but honestly i could give a pass to only like 0.000001% of them (because theyre in zillions] which is already like 2thousand within the 2billion of them. and the question is: now that 0.000001% where the fuck am i supposed to dig out (when i already missed 2 of them). anyways. lalala. he gave me a kiss on the cheek :-)
as a mon cherry:
> tam tam & moi looking at the gross stuff we googled [various diseases pictures...dont ask]
> the two of us sitting on the floor in the middle of the hallway of her unit while smoking drinking and yelling and people are passing by
> still tamara jumping onto B-guy's bed while he was in it, trying to fall asleep >> poor baby he must be traumatized now :-O
> chris convincing me that there is nothing scary in de-virginazing a guy :-o and i should go for it
> chris revealing me the holy truth, aka a juicy gossip he has heard around. that a certain someOne has truly problems not only of impotence but generally he is not able to come :-O :-o :-O [scary man. thats sad. i truly feel his pain]
also, not to be forgotten, i assisted to this very passionate debate between chris against the Fungus-man (yeah, thats his new nickname) on whether or not buddhism is the religion of saints or, more likely, they did kill people {fight for the tibetian independence heh?}
and its then when i felt like puking for real and i went to sleep.
anyways.
so.
highlights:
** B-guy petting my hair after we drank tea
** Jap-boy kissing me on the cheek
yey. i am becoming so cheesy and ... bleah!