doctor ive got this feelin thats been inside for a week i just cant control
ok. again. you cannot. i CANNOT.
all or any of it.
pretend as nothing happened. no click in the head. everything is the same as the first day you met him
< nice to meet you nice to meet you too > handshake. cute cute. yeah sure. not that i really do care.
an then that fuckin nite in the baaaar had changed everything. was it some bad pot or some bad wine i both had that nite really dunno. i know that in front of me was standing the most handsome guy (aka orlando bloom 2). and we were talkin and talkin and smiling. and yeah.
didnt make any difference that the other asshole was like one meter away giving me a glance or two.
i was blind.
at this point, couldnt deny anymore the obvious. that me likey him, aka O.B.
you know what my problem is. i DO CREATE a problem to myself in my own life when there is none. i have the primordial URGE to fuck myself up.
e.g. if i keep thinking about this one (O.B.) for the next 24h, i will be truly infatuated. and then there will be no way back.
SO PLEASE DONT.
all or any of it.
pretend as nothing happened. no click in the head. everything is the same as the first day you met him
< nice to meet you nice to meet you too > handshake. cute cute. yeah sure. not that i really do care.
an then that fuckin nite in the baaaar had changed everything. was it some bad pot or some bad wine i both had that nite really dunno. i know that in front of me was standing the most handsome guy (aka orlando bloom 2). and we were talkin and talkin and smiling. and yeah.
didnt make any difference that the other asshole was like one meter away giving me a glance or two.
i was blind.
at this point, couldnt deny anymore the obvious. that me likey him, aka O.B.
you know what my problem is. i DO CREATE a problem to myself in my own life when there is none. i have the primordial URGE to fuck myself up.
e.g. if i keep thinking about this one (O.B.) for the next 24h, i will be truly infatuated. and then there will be no way back.
SO PLEASE DONT.