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You know what, I think that as time goes by, I'm giving up hope that my family will ever be the way it used to be.
And maybe it's a good thing to give up hope.
Because with hope comes expectation comes disappointment, which was the reason why I kept on feeling like I've been 'let down'.
When the truth is, I wasn't. I LET myself get let down.
Just now I watched the final episode of One Million Star Season 2, where 梁文茵 came in 2nd even though she was the hot favourite to win. But that's beside the point.
Thing is, when I first started watching Season 2, I already liked her more than the other contestants. There's something very special about her, she's a very nice girl besides her awesome singing voice. And then I found out that she's a 1987 baby too and it made me like her even more -_-"
But the one thing I never knew about her was that both her parents passed away more than 10 years ago. So her and her siblings got separated and lived in different households and reunited only in recent years. The show pegged her as 一个自己的歌声陪伴着自己长大的孩子.
Such a strong girl. Such a pretty girl both inside and out. Such a beautiful voice.
Liang Wenyin, if I was guy I will zui ni. HAHA.
Adeline says I get attracted to random people very easily. True true. But talented people wo jiu shi xi huan ma, regardless of gender.
Actually I think I LIKE people in general. Except for narrow-minded arrogant people. Those are the kinds I have a problem with and they're everywhere on the internet it's disgusting.
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Also having a little bit of problem regarding job-searching and citizenship.
The classic chicken-and-egg story.
Certain jobs I'm interested in require me to be a Singaporean citizen.
But the thing is, to become a Singaporean citizen, I need to have a job first? -________-
北京欢迎你
有梦想谁都了不起
有勇气就会有奇迹
And maybe it's a good thing to give up hope.
Because with hope comes expectation comes disappointment, which was the reason why I kept on feeling like I've been 'let down'.
When the truth is, I wasn't. I LET myself get let down.
Just now I watched the final episode of One Million Star Season 2, where 梁文茵 came in 2nd even though she was the hot favourite to win. But that's beside the point.
Thing is, when I first started watching Season 2, I already liked her more than the other contestants. There's something very special about her, she's a very nice girl besides her awesome singing voice. And then I found out that she's a 1987 baby too and it made me like her even more -_-"
But the one thing I never knew about her was that both her parents passed away more than 10 years ago. So her and her siblings got separated and lived in different households and reunited only in recent years. The show pegged her as 一个自己的歌声陪伴着自己长大的孩子.
Such a strong girl. Such a pretty girl both inside and out. Such a beautiful voice.
Liang Wenyin, if I was guy I will zui ni. HAHA.
Adeline says I get attracted to random people very easily. True true. But talented people wo jiu shi xi huan ma, regardless of gender.
Actually I think I LIKE people in general. Except for narrow-minded arrogant people. Those are the kinds I have a problem with and they're everywhere on the internet it's disgusting.
-
Also having a little bit of problem regarding job-searching and citizenship.
The classic chicken-and-egg story.
Certain jobs I'm interested in require me to be a Singaporean citizen.
But the thing is, to become a Singaporean citizen, I need to have a job first? -________-
北京欢迎你
有梦想谁都了不起
有勇气就会有奇迹