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Nov 09, 2010 15:22

I have gotten nothing done since I got my BB posted. I get easily distracted from doing much of anything when I don't have an organized mental list of what I should be doing, and I guess I just don't have one right now. My plan for how to spend my spare time was to give myself a break and maybe just not write at all for a week or so. So far that hasn't really worked; I cheated and wrote a couple pages. It feels so odd to devote my free time to something else, like I've gotten so used to how all I've wanted to do in my free time since I graduated is write and I've had deadlines and enjoyed having deadlines and now doing something like watching TV feels like, edgy and compulsive. LOL. Whenever I get like this I remind myself that most people have work and fun and nothing else and maybe I can call myself an overachiever on the mere basis of having pastime goals of any kind. Yeah?
I have never done NaNoWriMo and can safely say I never will. Big bangs are fun; NaNoWriMo sounds like hell. If I did it, I'd end up with a rough draft I would literally never want to look at again, and I would go through one of my phases that has me driving out for fast food at 1 AM contemplating my own hubris. Anyway.

I owe a friend a b-day visit and need to do a shit-ton of cleaning today.

I feel totally and utterly lame because I really like The Walking Dead but it's giving me bedtime heebie-jeebies already and I don't know if I can commit to a show that does that to me every week D: Still, that last episode was so ingeniously disgusting, I can't even.

while i'm alive i'll feel alive, tv, general writing

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