Stay right where i can see you
WoW, i haven't posted in a while...but then again i've been nothing but busy with trips here and there alongside our Minnesotan company- all tons of good fun =) and well you know what that means..."my special guy friend" came too lol and since the minute he first arrived, i had the hardest time looking at him straight in the eye, not because he wasn't attractive, but because of every other reason/excuse there may have been...each day i would wake up and think and ask myself "do i really like him as much as i thought i did? because i could have sworn i was practically in love with the guy" and then i would think "if i don't really like him like i said i did, then i sure showed and told him otherwise- im a tease, i lead people on and dump 'em on the highway to become roadkill" But of course everyday, after my temporary lapses of doubt, he would reassure me that i really do indeed love him...he told me and showed me that i was perfect in his eyes, that every cork about me was lovable, that we didn't have to take a run around the bases (if u catch my drift) to be closer, that all we needed was each other...i know it sounds soppy and some may skepticize but i don't care what you think cuz he makes me feel so much better than anyone ever has...and although im really sad that he left, im very happy we had this time together...i miss him