Apr 12, 2004 22:23
There are few times that I get so angry about what's going on around I revert to an almost primal stage- where I allow my passions to take hold and control my actions. Though this does not happen often, I feel like it could happen more in the future with all that's been going on. The only times I allow myself to go wild have to do with anger mostly. I would have to say that this has only happened a few times in the past, but those times are quite memorable for me and those who witnessed the explosion. The tension is building, and my anger level is as well.
The passion that I feel for what's going on here is pretty much taking over most of my thoughts. There is so little I can do, and this frustration and anger is swelling and churning- it will all boil over soon. I guarantee it will not be pretty.
All I have to say is a word of warning to our "pal" who is causing this tension: you had better change your tune, dude. 'Cause there is little holding me back from snapping on you, I have very little to loose at this point that matters to me, and so much more to gain when you are gone. My heart aches for her freedom, and I will do all I can, I promise.