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i got really sad today because i realized that i dont have any real friends anymore. i dont have any close friends. i dont really have any friends who know anything about me. and i dont think i have many friends that give a shit. that makes me sad.
i dont have a best friend anymore. and i always have....
i dont know. actually getting close to anyone/letting someone get to know me is a fucking waste of time. im over it. it doesnt last.
im so overwhelmed right now, like, you have no idea.
i feel like im watching some of my best friends leave and theres nothing i can do about it and it makes me so fucking sad.
and...
sidenote:
im sooooooooooooo sick of drama. REALLY am i the only one who just fucking hates it. i dont get any enjoyment out of any of this shit. AND IN CASE YOU HAVENT NOTICED ALLLLL THE DRAMA EVERYONE MAKES A HUUUGE DEAL OUT OF IS ALWAYS RESOLVED, i stress ALWAYS. its all fucking pathetic and makes me uncomfortable. i sort of hate everyone lately. and im so glad im me and not you.
i dont have a best friend anymore. and i always have....
i dont know. actually getting close to anyone/letting someone get to know me is a fucking waste of time. im over it. it doesnt last.
im so overwhelmed right now, like, you have no idea.
i feel like im watching some of my best friends leave and theres nothing i can do about it and it makes me so fucking sad.
and...
sidenote:
im sooooooooooooo sick of drama. REALLY am i the only one who just fucking hates it. i dont get any enjoyment out of any of this shit. AND IN CASE YOU HAVENT NOTICED ALLLLL THE DRAMA EVERYONE MAKES A HUUUGE DEAL OUT OF IS ALWAYS RESOLVED, i stress ALWAYS. its all fucking pathetic and makes me uncomfortable. i sort of hate everyone lately. and im so glad im me and not you.