soul is crushed halp
Doooooooooom(sday). I just finished the most satisfying thing: a week during which one of my best buds stayed with me and worked on her thesis by day and we went through the rest of series one by night...she became as highly addicted (and strung) as I could have wished- allowed me to relive all my first-love rush and FINALLY share it with someone I know in the flesh, someone who appreciates it enough to cry and laugh and rage, to share the glory and grief of Parting of the Ways with...it makes me cry to think of even now...
Unfortunately she is now a) again in a different city, b) addicted to fanfic, of course, and still writing the thesis, which is not a good combo, and c) watching stuff on YouTube to get her fix. Stuff I didn't let myself watch. Like Ten. Oh, Ten, neither my Who-friend nor I will ever love you as much as we do Chris Eccleston and Nine. Yet I allowed myself to watch that scene, from Doomsday, because SHE HAD and I wasn't about to be left out of that....
I can't talk about it. The horror. Rose. Doctor. Gone. Parting. I can't. Talk. My heart is sprained. And this is TEN. Whom I refuse to...to think of as real...but Rose still is. And Oh, Rose. She said it, she said "I love you" and I fell to pieces, and then fell to pieces some more, you know why, you who saw this ages ago... Have pity on a poor destroyed fangirl's soul and send me some lovely Nine AU fic? I couldn't sleep after watching that clip.
Unfortunately she is now a) again in a different city, b) addicted to fanfic, of course, and still writing the thesis, which is not a good combo, and c) watching stuff on YouTube to get her fix. Stuff I didn't let myself watch. Like Ten. Oh, Ten, neither my Who-friend nor I will ever love you as much as we do Chris Eccleston and Nine. Yet I allowed myself to watch that scene, from Doomsday, because SHE HAD and I wasn't about to be left out of that....
I can't talk about it. The horror. Rose. Doctor. Gone. Parting. I can't. Talk. My heart is sprained. And this is TEN. Whom I refuse to...to think of as real...but Rose still is. And Oh, Rose. She said it, she said "I love you" and I fell to pieces, and then fell to pieces some more, you know why, you who saw this ages ago... Have pity on a poor destroyed fangirl's soul and send me some lovely Nine AU fic? I couldn't sleep after watching that clip.