Should

[ninerrl]

I should be cleaning.
I should be washing clothes
I should be gardening
I should be participating in my own life.
I should be happy
I should have more money in the bank
I should have a reason to live
I should have a partner
I should have a closer relationship with my brother
I should have a house
I should have a bigger garden
I should have a lot more confidence
I should have a closer relationship to God
I should clean the birdcage
I should feed the fish
I should change the cat box
I should be painting more
I should be writing more.
I should be able to accept who I am
I should be able to not expect myself to be perfect
I should be able to let joy happen to me.
I should lose weight
I should be more virile
I should be more attractive
I should be able to fly
I should be willing to die for my country
I should be able to run a mile
I should be able to walk on water
I should be able to breathe if I happen to fall in
I should be able to find Bigfoot in the woods
I should be able to paint better
I should be able to write like Toni Morrison
I should be able to sing like I wish I could
I should be able to drink without getting drunk
I should be able to fly.
I should be able to hear through walls
I should be able to control my children better
I should be able to train a dog
I should be able to change the weather
I should be able to cry.
I should be able to erase peoples’ memories
I should be able to cure the sick
I should be able to wander the desert without drinking
I should be able to fly