Neh
So I had probably the biggest math test of my life. Biggest, well most important, for you see I have passes every other math class that is required for my major up until now. And there is only one more standing in my way. The currently class I am in. Applied Stats. A thorn in my side. A plague to all who take it. And this test the last test before the final. Oh so important. I have been studying for quite awhile. This class has been quite rough on me and for the last couple of weeks I've been stressing. Stressing over Math, over Computer Science, over life itself. You would think that by taking the test and being down with it that I would be relieved of such stress but I am not. I feel that the only way for me to escape the stress will be when I complete this semester. For only then will I have nothing to do. A weight will be lifted off my shoulders and I will then be able to be at peace. Sad thing is that the best things will be gone by then. I will be on break no friends from here, no girlfriend. I realized that I am still being effected by stress from the constant irritation I have. I am always on edge and easily annoyed. Recently Ive been snapping at everyone and just not tolerating small things. I mean even tonight when Becca and I went to see Casino Royal I tried to have a good time and I mostly succeeded, but there were things that bugged me and got to me and just annoyed me. And usually things wouldn't be that bad. And when we got back to school everyone was still in my room playing the Wii. It bugged me. I didn't want to come back to school and have no place to relax. I also think the constant people around me is getting to me. I love my residents, and my friends, its just they are always here and getting peace and quite can sometimes be a hard thing. We are a loud bunch, myself included. But yeah. I just need a break. I need Christmas to be here. Be here now. Only 2 weeks left and I can come home. Only two more weeks.