Analyze This...
I'm not sure what to make of it; I'm not sure what my take on it.
All I know is is that for the past, oh, 5 years I haven't felt nor seen the feeling of love inside. I'm seriously starting to think that I no longer know how love even feels like anymore. I thought I was in love, but I think I'm just lonely--So I must be confusing love with lonliness? Good grief.
I wish it were as simple as a wave of the wand and *pOof* the feeling of need to confine in another would vanish, but no matter how much I tell myself that I'd rather be alone, I always find myself longing to meet/find the one person I'd spend the rest of my life with. It's so Cinderella even I gagged while typing this, but it's the gawd dang truth!
It's always this time of year--the beginning of a New Year, that I find myself being overly critical and judgemental upon myself. It's always around this time of year where I find myself in a zombie-like state of mind. And it's always this time of year where I shut whoever I can out.
But thankfully, all that has changed, and I owe it all to the 3 of you. :)
All I know is is that for the past, oh, 5 years I haven't felt nor seen the feeling of love inside. I'm seriously starting to think that I no longer know how love even feels like anymore. I thought I was in love, but I think I'm just lonely--So I must be confusing love with lonliness? Good grief.
I wish it were as simple as a wave of the wand and *pOof* the feeling of need to confine in another would vanish, but no matter how much I tell myself that I'd rather be alone, I always find myself longing to meet/find the one person I'd spend the rest of my life with. It's so Cinderella even I gagged while typing this, but it's the gawd dang truth!
It's always this time of year--the beginning of a New Year, that I find myself being overly critical and judgemental upon myself. It's always around this time of year where I find myself in a zombie-like state of mind. And it's always this time of year where I shut whoever I can out.
But thankfully, all that has changed, and I owe it all to the 3 of you. :)