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everybody is right.
i should stop taking things so fast.
yeh.
its already been a year for me and sean.
but really somethin isnt right feeling a lot of the time.
we're on 2 opposite levels.
we're not fighting right now.
but sometimes do you feel like when you're with somebody you KNOW you're going to spend the rest of your life with them and everything just fits in place?
at first it was like that.
then things changed.
and sean changed.
and i changed.
we're still in love and want to be together..
but yesterday sean told me that every day he thinks about breaking up with me, and i dont know how much of that im going to take anymore cos i dont sit around and wait for that stuff.
it completely changed the way i feel about our relationship and making things work.
how can i try to make things work with somebody that asks themself every day if im even worth it.
i know im capable of making somebody happy someday.
i dont know, maybe its not sean.
but its somebody.
i dont know whats going to happen in the next couple days cos thats really been on my mind.
i should stop taking things so fast.
yeh.
its already been a year for me and sean.
but really somethin isnt right feeling a lot of the time.
we're on 2 opposite levels.
we're not fighting right now.
but sometimes do you feel like when you're with somebody you KNOW you're going to spend the rest of your life with them and everything just fits in place?
at first it was like that.
then things changed.
and sean changed.
and i changed.
we're still in love and want to be together..
but yesterday sean told me that every day he thinks about breaking up with me, and i dont know how much of that im going to take anymore cos i dont sit around and wait for that stuff.
it completely changed the way i feel about our relationship and making things work.
how can i try to make things work with somebody that asks themself every day if im even worth it.
i know im capable of making somebody happy someday.
i dont know, maybe its not sean.
but its somebody.
i dont know whats going to happen in the next couple days cos thats really been on my mind.