this is what i do when im alone and feeling like crap.
*very long fake eyelashes
*pompadour
*dark pink lipstick
*bright green eyeshadow
*dark eyeliner
*black white gingham dress
*garter
*heels
*watch tv alone and eat candy
yeah. cos im AWESOME. too bad i dont dress up when i actually go out.
anyways i love arnold schwarzeniggz as a politician.
he called democrats LOSERS and i think that is fucking great.
start 10:30 mood swing...
hey where is sean. 1 hour from being over here. he's at that awful Saw movie.
but look. seriously if you have an opinion of me and sean getting back together, keep it to yourself cos neither of us really give a shit what you think about it.
we've had enough negative feedback and seriously i hate you all.
just kidding. you're all fucking awesome. not really tho.
actually i've told probly all of you somewhere in the past week that i hate you.
dont take me seriously.
i hate you = i love you but i dont feel sappy enough to actually say it cos blood is coming out of me and i feel dirty enough already. HAHA.
maybe if you guys were awesome like matt i'd bring you candy and cards with drawings on the inside.
but you're not.
and matt is.
hey matt. you sux. you cripple.
bzzzzzzzzzzz.
im tired of people giving me shit bout goin back to sean, and im tired of worrying about moving and money and trying to do a million things with no time. and im tired of feeling bad cos people tell me im being a bitch when i dont feel like talking or hanging out or making sense. i dont talk much. im not a "chatty" kind of person unless its my day off or im hanging out or im drunk. i hate the girls i work with cos they try to talk to me about every little thing like breakfast and freezers.
actually i have no idea what im talking about cos im crazy with mood swings and i'll probly start manically laughing and then crying in about 2 minutes.
no. yes. no. yes. chocolate.
in a couple days my mood swings will be over, my veins will go back to normal, i will have had 2 days off work to sleep normally, i will have had nookie a few times, some iron, vitamin b, and i should be in a much better mood and a lot less whiney.
i blame dropping my birth control for this awful month of pain and mood swings. maybe i should have stayed on it.
oops my bad.
die.