my teeth are sparkling and my hair is smellin good
i went out with steph last night instead of my original plans that was pretty cool and i enjoyed myself a lot more with steph than i would probly with my original plans. yeah i aint ready for those plans yet...
but i was delirious as shit last night cos i hadnt slept much in 2 days so i had to call it a night round midnight.
goin out with a girl without sean there was so fun and i actually was able to laugh bout lots of things.
especially steph's obsession with tupperware and household items.
yeah im going to start going out a lot, and meet new people to hang with.
should have done that before with sean and maybe things wouldnt have got so fucked up.
steph was right about the distance making the heart grow fonder.
i miss him and realized a lot of things about myself and our relationship, but i guess he's over it so im going to have to get over it as well and stop thinking about how things should be if we were ever together again.
i cant make somebody want me.
paul told me the best thing i can do is at least get up and get ready for the day instead of slobbing around not brushing my teeth and not washing my hairhehehe
i got up at 10 today and im bout to stop by my cuz's place in a few.
im so goddamn broke i spent my last money on gas cos i got lost :(
i dont get paid again till the 18th gaaah what will i doooo
i ate last night for the first time in a few days cos i was feelin kinda hungry again.
steph bought me a blt on ninth street.
and she gave me apple lotion that smells really good.
shit i'll get thru this.
but i was delirious as shit last night cos i hadnt slept much in 2 days so i had to call it a night round midnight.
goin out with a girl without sean there was so fun and i actually was able to laugh bout lots of things.
especially steph's obsession with tupperware and household items.
yeah im going to start going out a lot, and meet new people to hang with.
should have done that before with sean and maybe things wouldnt have got so fucked up.
steph was right about the distance making the heart grow fonder.
i miss him and realized a lot of things about myself and our relationship, but i guess he's over it so im going to have to get over it as well and stop thinking about how things should be if we were ever together again.
i cant make somebody want me.
paul told me the best thing i can do is at least get up and get ready for the day instead of slobbing around not brushing my teeth and not washing my hairhehehe
i got up at 10 today and im bout to stop by my cuz's place in a few.
im so goddamn broke i spent my last money on gas cos i got lost :(
i dont get paid again till the 18th gaaah what will i doooo
i ate last night for the first time in a few days cos i was feelin kinda hungry again.
steph bought me a blt on ninth street.
and she gave me apple lotion that smells really good.
shit i'll get thru this.