May 30, 2005 05:01
Well.i went over mayder's crib to pick up Synthia and my amp cause i thought i would be learning the organ part for killbabykill..but they called too late i was already at the show in Heflin. Grounded is better than i had thought. Mayder and I left half way through the show so i could go meet mindy and hang out with her before she left. this is where the night gets interesting. Mayder, her, and I are at the Logans parking lot because she had to drop a friend off and wanted me to follow her there. Well..like...20 minutes later when we're leaving some stupid fucking wiggers tried to start some shit with me mainly saying i said something about his skank ass girlfriend that works at logans. And then he even asks his g/f if i said anything and she denies it..so the fucker slams my door and some other shit happened. Needless to say, he'll regret everything by next weekend. So whatever..we go to the B-A-M parking lot cause that one got boring and i walk over to a group of cars that always hangs out down there so i could say hey to some friends and some drunk guy known as Palmer started talking to his friends loud enough that i could hear- saying "look at that gay mother fucker, stupid faggot, we don't allow queers over here, blah fucking blah". so i just looked at him and smiled and some other shit happened, but i'm truly not worried about a lame ass 28 year old guy hanging out in a fucking parking lot drunk with people 10 years younger than him. Grow up and get a life redneck.
So to sum everything up at this point. I have a lot of people who don't like me and want to kick my ass. People that do not know me personally or they don't know anything about the situation that makes them mad. For instance, the wiggers in the parking lot. I don't even know that guys skank girlfriend nor did i call her a nasty bitch like he said i did. it just doesn't add up. Secondly, the Palmer guy, never heard of him before, never seen him before so how can he assume i don't fuck bitches. Third person, Clyde and his boys..say i treated lindsey like shit. I could write a book on the things she has told me about him treating her like shit so obviously a girl would want out of the relationship. me and her were perfect until he became psychotic about the whole thing which obviously turned me away. And by me turning away he perceived that as me treating her like shit. I'm sure there are a lot more people that don't like me and that's fine. It's your own ignorance that lead you to not like me so be my guest and continue your display of stupidity. It's entertainment transcending above anything meant to be.
Okay, so now back to my night (i know this is getting long, just read it. i mean..you can't possibly have anything better to do). I'm at the Books-A-Million parking lot waiting on Jerod to show up so we can all go swimming with people over at Zelda's. I see Sabrina (girl that works at Joe Muggs inside of Books-A-Million). She's really pretty mind you. So i got the bright idea to grab a piece of paper and a pen from inside of my car. I walked up to the window and banged on the glass to get her attention and she stopped mopping or whatever she was doing and came over...i wrote on the piece of paper, "do you have a guy friend?" and held it up to the window for her to read....and she ran and got a paper and a pen too and wrote "kind of but not really, i can always get your number and we can hang out as "friends"" so I gave her my number. I asked her for her number and she asked "how old are you" i said "19" and she said "ooo you're a little young, 21 here" ....i just looked at her for a minute as i paused to think. I turned around and walked off (without a number). That was the dumbest reason i've ever heard.....but..whatever. I would feel like a complete loser if that wouldn't have been the cutest fucking way i've ever approached a girl and her totally fucking it up...oh my god, 2 years....how will we EVER connect. fuck that, i'm not mad though. In a way it's funny but so is everything else to me.
I wish i was done posting everything i had originally planned to, but this is getting hella long. bye