Hi.
"I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore"
Boy, well life is really something right now in some ways. Sorry I haven't written in awhile, I've just been busy with things. Mostly in good ways, though. : ) Things have happened. I won't be able to remember all of them right now, due mostly to the fact that I'm actually listening to music as I type. Usually I pause it for awhile so I can concentrate on what I'm writing. I can't write worth crap when I'm listening to music with lyrics. Especially when I'm singing to them in my head. I worked last weekend. Saturday was sickly uneventful, but Sunday was better. It's nice to know when I'm being productive, when that actually does happen. I'm looking forward to the time I feel like a part of the group at work. Right now it's usually very awkward for me. Oh well... One day at a time.
I really need a job other than that and babysitting. I need an actual regular part-time job. Well, I've also been cleaning at my dad's house once a week. I did that today, made another 30 bucks. I might be going over there tomorrow and cleaning upstairs. If I make as much tomorrow as I made today, that's not too shabby at all. This is provided I feel up to it. I haven't been feeling that great since about yesterday. It was just my throat, but now I'm starting to feel feverish. Darn it.
Well, I've successfully managed to stare at the screen while singing with my mp3 player now for about 30 minutes. Yes, every time the screen saver went on, I think.. Oh right, I was blogging, and then wiggle the mouse, just to stare at this for a bit longer. I'm a little out of it, so I'm going to say it's time for bed. Goodnight.
9^^
"Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved"