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Oct 06, 2004 21:52

So this is how fucked up College life can get.

People change, relatively lose their morals, and have their ideologies twisted...or they could have just turned liberal. I'm not saying, though, that I am not open to these changes--in fact, I most probably have changed myself. But when people start getting too dettached or attached, or when they get to vulnerable to bad influences, everything gets fucked up.

I just realized that college is the time when you really get to practice yourself. It's like a doctor on practice. You get to test what you're like, how you act and react to certain situations, how you are proactive or not. Lucky are those who have developed discipline and managed to maintain it until now--at least they find it easier to resist temptations. For others who unfortunately didn't, good luck to you.

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Normally, some would look at college as the time to get into serious relationships, but it turns out to be otherwise. Girl falls for a guy and vise versa, without her knowing he has a girlfriend, and girl gets sort of tied up with another guy who's a friend of the other guy. Isn't that just fucked up? I mean, this girl friend of mine is on the LOSING END...and i really sympathize with her. She's so naive and confused about the whole thing, and I can't help her out becasue I was sworn to secrecy that I shouldn't tell her he has a girlfriend.

God, do most girls have to be this vulnerable? Kawawa naman, laging natatalo.She didn't have to fall for the slightest kiligs, words, or whatnot. You have to use your mind, too, you know.

But I will. i know it's the right thing to do, so i will. it's just not time to do so.

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Okay, so much for that. I'm just bitching and brooding at the same time.
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