Moving on ward.....
Recently I met this guy who has helped me with all the pain I have been feeling.He knows how much I have been hurting that when we talk he always makes me laugh and smile.For a while I felt that it was hard to smile and laugh.At some points when I was talking to this guy he reminded me of Mike and all the times we were happy.I do have to realize though that not only did I lose Mike but I feel like I lost a friend.Although as much as I want to try to be friends it kills me to know that we are nothing more.I guess as time goes on I hope that we still stay friends who actually still hang out and talk.