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im in oc...my cats are going nuts..and this place FUCKING SUCKS!
wow its great saying that and knowing that it is really true..sorry
im back from costa rica.
mixed feelings..my heart is in oakland my heart is in cr.
what the fuck.
my sister is doing better for the most part.
as stable as a person who got hit by a car and then another car could ever be..
im afraid for eddie when she wakes up and sees that her leg is gone.
its fucking weird for me. i could only imagine how she is going to react..and im scared.i so bad want to be there when she opens her eyes.but i wont be because im here.damnit.
i sobbed when the plane was taking off. i wanted to stay leaving was so incredibly hard for me. my other sister was there to say goodbye and i took in as much play time with my nephews as i could..i already miss them screaming at me TITA TINA! i cried and cried and still am...
im going back to stay i promised eddie i promised that if she wakes up and gets better ill come back to be her legs. and fuck i am going to do it i promised and i will not break it!
the USA is boring anyway. latin people know whats up..mmhmmm
and the men woooooooo..yeah i met some fine ones ha..
and the weed is cheap and incredible.
and my sisters are there and all the kids..
aunts.uncles.cousins.friends.
wait why did i come back?
oh yeah i <3 dead rat beach.
i cant deny that.
i miss my housemates.
and my mom.
xoxoxo nina
wow its great saying that and knowing that it is really true..sorry
im back from costa rica.
mixed feelings..my heart is in oakland my heart is in cr.
what the fuck.
my sister is doing better for the most part.
as stable as a person who got hit by a car and then another car could ever be..
im afraid for eddie when she wakes up and sees that her leg is gone.
its fucking weird for me. i could only imagine how she is going to react..and im scared.i so bad want to be there when she opens her eyes.but i wont be because im here.damnit.
i sobbed when the plane was taking off. i wanted to stay leaving was so incredibly hard for me. my other sister was there to say goodbye and i took in as much play time with my nephews as i could..i already miss them screaming at me TITA TINA! i cried and cried and still am...
im going back to stay i promised eddie i promised that if she wakes up and gets better ill come back to be her legs. and fuck i am going to do it i promised and i will not break it!
the USA is boring anyway. latin people know whats up..mmhmmm
and the men woooooooo..yeah i met some fine ones ha..
and the weed is cheap and incredible.
and my sisters are there and all the kids..
aunts.uncles.cousins.friends.
wait why did i come back?
oh yeah i <3 dead rat beach.
i cant deny that.
i miss my housemates.
and my mom.
xoxoxo nina