home is a place where i yearn to belong
hey everyone- sorry it's been a while.
summer's been good, i think not much has changed and that's cool with me.
i have a regents in a week, and all these SAT and ACT books piled up and i'm just like, "fuck this."
i miss all my friends, all this math crap has been so distracting.
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i'll never let some things go. it's not a matter of forgiveness, it's more like... memories. the good and the bad, it just sticks. and there's not much that i can do about it, i've tried. i wish i could just forget what i wanted when i wanted, not let a thing bother me and just go with the flow of life. but that's not reality, at least not for me. why is it possible to love one person so much your heart could burst, but realize at the same time that that person is completely in every way wrong for you. (just starting with the fact that they aren't returning the loving feeling). cupid's on crack.
sometimes i wish i had a guardian angel, because i make shit decisions for myself so constantly.
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i love you. i hate you. be well.
summer's been good, i think not much has changed and that's cool with me.
i have a regents in a week, and all these SAT and ACT books piled up and i'm just like, "fuck this."
i miss all my friends, all this math crap has been so distracting.
---
i'll never let some things go. it's not a matter of forgiveness, it's more like... memories. the good and the bad, it just sticks. and there's not much that i can do about it, i've tried. i wish i could just forget what i wanted when i wanted, not let a thing bother me and just go with the flow of life. but that's not reality, at least not for me. why is it possible to love one person so much your heart could burst, but realize at the same time that that person is completely in every way wrong for you. (just starting with the fact that they aren't returning the loving feeling). cupid's on crack.
sometimes i wish i had a guardian angel, because i make shit decisions for myself so constantly.
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i love you. i hate you. be well.