Un-Classical Emotions on Classical Music
I absolutely love Chopin. I think his stuff is really... amazing. It speaks to me, and it doesn't even have any words. I can't explain the way it makes me feel when I listen to it. The same song can make me feel totally different at different times. I download this stuff on my iPod like crazy. And it's really rubbing off on me too, because if I can't practice piano all I have to do is listen to the song I'm working on a bunch of times and when I go play it I'm a ton times better. It's like listening to it teaches it to me. I have this passion for piano I can't explain. It's therapy. When you finish a song, that feeling that washes over you... It's like this relief/relaxing/sorrow/joy cocktail of emotions that nothing else can ever give to me. Today I sat down and out came this... song. Like, chords and notes and words and everything. Just spontaneously. Who knows if I'll ever remember it... but it was so amazing. I love it to death.
I was talking to Julie a couple of days ago, and Tyler weeks before that, and it got me thinking. You have to leave some stuff up to nature, that'll take care of everything for you. Everything will work out in the end, I just have that feeling. Purpose and fate will come into play eventually on everything, because even at times when things don't feel like they were supposed to be one way... they really were. And it's all for the better...
I was talking to Julie a couple of days ago, and Tyler weeks before that, and it got me thinking. You have to leave some stuff up to nature, that'll take care of everything for you. Everything will work out in the end, I just have that feeling. Purpose and fate will come into play eventually on everything, because even at times when things don't feel like they were supposed to be one way... they really were. And it's all for the better...